Guess I am dumb for hoping for "more than just a friend"
She likes what I like but not me
I just watched my heart break but didn't let my smile falter
For how long do I have to pretend to be okay
I ••• I ••• I don't know anymore
It's my fault for putting meaning where there wasn't
I can only blame myself for hoping
I knew I shouldn't have done it in the first place
I am not meant for these things so why do I keep fooling myself
I guess now the pain of this indirect rejection
Could make me feel alive
Because I will always be less than a lover
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The Words I Speak
PoetryWhile I'm silenced out there I'll speak my mind in here This reputation of the quiet Just let it disappear I've got a lot ahead of me Many things that I fear As I'm walking down this road I can finally see things clear . . . . . The Words I S...