The Words I Speak

Watch Me Walk Away

And when the moment came and I have let you go

You hit me up first and ask me to let you know

This change in your energy is unsettling

You don't make any sense anymore

I'm losing my fucking mind

It's like you want me around but you have no intention to take the chance

Today of all days and the night before

At the strike of 3 I've decided

That I'm not going to pursue you

Notwithstanding the fact that all I've been feeling is pain

It's not your fault you had no clue

At the same time it's like I'm breaking in front of you

I'm only using a permanent marker to draw that smile

Being oblivious became your trademark

You never tend to do these things on purpose

I bet you never even thought it out twice

Right now you're tugging at the seams

The energy and time it took to sew my heart back

Haven't they ever told you playing with scissors is dangerous

I want so bad to know what you're thinking

It's like you're blind to my every attempt

We get separated by the people around us

I see you huffing on the side

While I'm socialising with others

I lean towards overthinking all the possibilities

I have the right piece to the wrong puzzle

Only bound to be a misfit

Your posture changes when she is mentioned

Your eyes speak something of a contradiction

The words you spew out don't match

I seriously don't get you

But this constant confusion is ought to end

I'm setting my foot down and stepping up and perhaps afar

Instead you'll watch me as I'm walking away this time