Should've Kept My Mouth Shut

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Spoken words and secret glances

Thought I was hiding, guess it was obvious

Every eye saw me looking at you admiring

Even with the bullet questions I kept dodging

My tongue slipped and my truth I told

God it hurts, the pain that I hold

Out of all my life stories this one came to light

And if I had a shred of control it wouldn't be to sight

Who says what I've said

Who gushes over a friend

I want to take it all back and erase it from everyone's minds

I still can't believe that I've crossed those lines

Ruined ... again, was that really a surprise ?

Dead ... again, I was honest instead of telling lies

On my tomb "For love, I gave everything even if it aches,

For love faced me with heartbreaks"

When I am dead celebrate my life freely

But rarely does anyone know anything about me

Ask my friends, my family ask anybody

Does anyone remember my voice, my thoughts, or even my birthday

Ask whoever you want

Do they even know my name ?

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