This Sucks

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This sucks

This sucks because I've been trying to avoid the thought of you

This sucks

This sucks because for the past few days all my actions were driven by you

This sucks

This sucks because here I am again at 3 am and you're keeping me awake

This sucks

This sucks because all my stress and anxiety stemmed not far away from you

This sucks

This sucks because whether I keep silent or speak it doesn't matter to you

This sucks

This sucks because I'm back to where I was 8 years ago with you

This sucks

This sucks because when I have finally thought I moved on surprise

This sucks

This sucks because I didn't think this day would come but here we are

This sucks

This sucks because I'm meeting you in my dreams over and over

This sucks

This sucks because it feels like shit to think that maybe I'm the only one here

This sucks

This sucks because years of hardwork on myself are going in vain

This sucks

This sucks because I can't fully blame you for it now can I!!!?

This sucks

This sucks because I wish I could curse your name !!!

This sucks

This sucks because your highness you broke me 

This sucks

This sucks because all those words and thoughts just end up here and never leave !!

THIS SUCKS !!!!

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