Feelings overwhelm
My body is in a battle of who numbs faster
Just to not feel any pain
No hurt and no life
Highways across barren lands and grey clouds
And somehow you're all I think about
I'm wishing one day you'll wake up and realize
What a grave mistake you had made
And you'd come knocking at my door
My ears long for your sleepy voice and humming breaths
My eyes to witness your slight smile and grin
My body to be admired by yours so magnetic
Goodness what a feeling it is to miss someone
The way they talk, laugh and play
Their scent, gaze and hair
Countless letters I wrote but never sent
Sleepless nights covered with your jacket
If I could if I only could
Get a restful nap away from all this chaos
To close my eyes without thinking of us
To wake up without you on my mind
Is it such the forbidden fruit that I can't possibly have
Am I crazy enough not to call this "love"
Because to me it truly isn't
You gave me what I've never had
And took it away the moment I got used to it
Can't ask for it back
So i'm forced to let go of it
Let go
Let it all go
Let all of you go
But welcome you in a new light
You're someone I know but yet to meet

YOU ARE READING
The Words I Speak
PoetryWhile I'm silenced out there I'll speak my mind in here This reputation of the quiet Just let it disappear I've got a lot ahead of me Many things that I fear As I'm walking down this road I can finally see things clear . . . . . The Words I S...