How many more times will I do this till I understand
My dear heart you're not meant to be loved like that
If you continue down this road, you'll injure yourself
You still haven't healed from the wounds that were left
If after all that I've been through, I still don't know how to pretend
Then it's all been brought to shame so I stand and defend
Crying was never easy but how many more tears will I spend
Dwelling over lost love, dearest of them all, it'll never end
I'm sore from picking after you and all the blood you leave me
Heart, I beg this of you, please stop loving and hurting just let it all be
I get that the fuzzy feeling makes you feel alive
But I've only known pain since I was five
It's not fair heart it's not fair at all
You think you're the only piece on this board while we stare and stall
You make a move and I end up sobbing in sorrow in my room
Irrational, undisciplined, impulsive, and spontaneous you are my doom
Heart listen to me for once in your beating life and stop
This is a lot to bear all on my own, for my sake, just stop
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The Words I Speak
PoetryWhile I'm silenced out there I'll speak my mind in here This reputation of the quiet Just let it disappear I've got a lot ahead of me Many things that I fear As I'm walking down this road I can finally see things clear . . . . . The Words I S...
