The Words I Speak

"Falling Apart"

I wanna paint and I wanna draw I wanna fill my life with colours

The ones you see in the rainbow, in the sky, or in the forests

Gold has never looked so pretty shining around my neck or on the canvas

I'm gonna paint my heart so blue till it looks like a miserable mess

The type of chaos that I admire along with the noise I never silence

I think so much but say so little, so I let my brush do all the talking

I'm painting my soul with purple violet the kind that you'd never forget to miss

The disinfectant on a fresh wound, the band-aid on all of your scars

I'll make my mind like the pretty pink skies, we'd like to watch on the mountains

We'd spend euphoric nights high and sober making glitter in our stars

The sound of running water calms me down, so I like places with lakes or rivers

Something I'd like to experience once again to have Jack Frost nip at our noses

Lying there on the white glow making our little snow angeles

Listening to the sound of liberty, our souls are free from all of the chains

If I could sit in that mini bus again looking at the road ahead while it pours

With that song playing in my ears, to this day that cold breeze gives me chills

Stormy nights and I wanted to run through following what my heart desires

I've seen a side of me I've never known existed and my facade perishes

I still find myself going back to that moment whenever that symphony plays

There in my seat surrounded by the quiet, on my window were rain drops in a race

I yearn to that point in time every once in a while but I can only visit in memories

The day the line on the monitor goes straight, will you remember me in the vibrant sunsets ?