I wish you'd remember
A smile on my face, the prefect pretender
Staying up all night till 3 am
Worried and restless I can't fathom
Fearing one day losing your life
If I wasn't a click away for you to survive
I reached out time and time again
You wouldn't take my hand leaving us in pain
It took me years to say it's enough
And even more to forgive myself
Walking with memories, scars and bruises
Stain painted plates and cracked dishes
I gave you all that I am, I let you in
But in your hands I became broken
If shadows could speak I would've yelled
I'm left with nothing to build
Nightmares, traumas and triggers
All the things that became my killers
Everything that you've dumped on me
Never for once let me be
I've been carrying them on my back
You couldn't even cut me some slack
Hands on my neck ~Suffocate~
With the power of all that you love and hate
My lungs gave out and my eyes turned white
You fed me more than I could bite
"Suddenly" I left you all alone
Didn't even say goodbye, you're on your own
I gave you so many chances and plenty signs
Not my fault you saw dots where I drew lines
We met again in November
Now you tell me you can't remember
YOU ARE READING
The Words I Speak
PoetryWhile I'm silenced out there I'll speak my mind in here This reputation of the quiet Just let it disappear I've got a lot ahead of me Many things that I fear As I'm walking down this road I can finally see things clear . . . . . The Words I S...
