The Words I Speak

A Sin

to feel so much but to say so little

you think i'm quiet

but all my screams have been shunned

i'm silenced in a world of noise

where even the loudest yells won't be heard

it became second nature to spell no word

a habit that i can't get rid off

being out having all my problems seen

but at the same time seem invisible

many labels i hold

many not by choice

i am proud of my identity

i am proud of me

as soon as the first letter comes out

"Be sIlent" "Stop spEaking"

i'm in eXile from my coUntry

my chAracter, my Life

you robbed me my land and home

you took away what i called my own

my destination is hellfire

but did you create me

to sentence me to such place

my destiny is my own

you've no right to interfere

to impose your opinions as facts

to call debs upon my fate

casting me out of my faith

calling me out because i live free

it's not my fault you locked yourself in a box

i'm not to blame for your ignorance

for your hate and misjudgement

you've dug your own hole

with your bare hands you caused your demise

you've instilled your loathe in me

so i still suffer as a result of your actions

words you spoke and remarks you made

i choose my truth over your lies

i choose myself today and everyday

my god i worship my religion i follow

you named me a sin

but what is your base

you named me inferior

as if you are superior

comparing me to things we can control

being born is not in my hands

to breathe so deeply

to beat so quickly

stop them I Dare You