What better way to kick-off the start of a season than experiencing heartbreak first-hand
In the span of a semester I managed to find friends, fall in love and have myself shatter
All the while no one ever knew
I won't speak a word
I don't want to be someone's second-best-choice
Sit around waiting
Why do I always manage to fall for unavailable people
Unavailable emotionally, physically, mentally, romantically
It's all so impossible
I just want someone to be there for me, care for me, love me without any reason
I'm always one step closer but a thousand behind
It seems to me that I always seek out pain and never the comfort of my mind
I built those walls but my heart is still on my sleeve
Every chance at love I get I'm instantly discouraged
And people still tell me that I'm just kid who doesn't know life

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The Words I Speak
PoetryWhile I'm silenced out there I'll speak my mind in here This reputation of the quiet Just let it disappear I've got a lot ahead of me Many things that I fear As I'm walking down this road I can finally see things clear . . . . . The Words I S...