Oh, what a night. Even though I don't feel as tired as I thought I would feel, I know it's going to kick in soon. Less than 5 hours of sleep? I really need some coffee. I don't mind crashing during choir. I can't afford to not be awake during the AP exam. I wonder if there's any tea that'll give you an energy boost. Hmm....not sure if I have any of these teas. Okay, recall my dreams. Here we go. In terms of my dreams, the only thing I can remember was going to school and seeing my first ex. Two COMPLETELY unrelated things. Oh, well. Recalling something is better than nothing.
Today in the AP Lang exam. Time to go kick some butt!
At least I've studied for it all year long and it's an easy course. All it takes is memorising a few reading and writing skills. In terms of AP Biology, I'll be cramming today and tomorrow for it. Because, unlike this class, I absolutely HATE that class. In addition, I completely forgot all of the content. I need 5s on both exams.
I was super excited and having a panic attack at the same time about going to school in person today, Friday, and next Thursday and Friday. Let's take on the world!
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Wow, what a day. I felt like the new kid going to school in person for the very first time today. I did have a locker assigned to me in Infinite Campus which was nice.
The AP Lang exam was surprisingly easy. While the thought of writing THREE essays in TWO hours overwhelmed me, I somehow went into a trance and turned into a writing machine during those two hours. I really hope I get a five. Speaking of AP exams. I didn't have time to cram for bio today. I was super tired and the 5 hours of sleep last night definitely did not help. I was so tired during my afternoon classes and didn't complete my workout playlists.
I also ate cake and weigh three pounds more than the last time I checked. I feel so guilty and disgusted at myself for eating leftover birthday cake from my former sister-in-law's party. I know it's okay to indulge every once in a while, but I don't want to revert back to my old habits. WHY CAN'T I LOSE WEIGHT?!
Even though this whole new morning routine is challenging for me, I know I'll get used to it eventually and ease into the change. I can't wait to be a more successful, well-rounded businessman and film director.
Oh, and I may be trying out for the dance team. Tryouts are next week. The good news is, that we aren't doing much in school due to the year coming to a close, but how am I supposed to balance school work with drama club AND dance team, while being an in-person student? I'll have to train hard this summer at becoming quicker with my school work and improving my daily routine.
I will find a way to balance it all. I always do, and I already have with drama club (at least before showtime). XD
Hopefully, I can fall asleep quicker this time. It's already getting late (almost 23:00). Hopefully I can sleep a bit earlier, even if it's just an hour earlier. Take care! -CNL
