Monday 5 July 2021

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Happy July!

I think this year had by far the worst pride month in my entire 16.5 years of living. Too many slurs from my family members! Hopefully, next year is somewhat better. Being locked inside a Stanford or USC dorm for a year shouldn't be so bad.

During this hiatus, I not only fell out of routine, but I binged. Two reasons: My friend, Audriana's birthday party/sleepover, and the 4th of July holiday.

I ate so much dessert, I'm too disgusted to even recall it.

I knew that if I wanted to achieve that six-pack, I needed to take time to reset and rewire myself back onto that path.

I had so much motivation back then. What happened?

I also don't have much time. School starts in a month and there's no virtual option.

I don't want people to see my fatass walking through the halls in August.

I'm going to focus more on my desired self and live every day as if I'm already that person.

After all, that's how manifestation works.

I'll also take time to motivate and focus on who I want to become, instead of wasting the day playing video games or watching Netflix.

See you tomorrow.

Isn't this ironic?

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Isn't this ironic?

(I found it in my Pinterest feed.)

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