Dreams
My 2nd cousin, Jerri (6 years old); his father (my cousin), Danny; Jerri's brother (my other 2nd cousin, who's 26 years old), and his wife came over for the 4th of July (Ana's side). It was raining, so we weren't able to blow up or watch fireworks. Since Jerri was sad, I put on an indoor fireworks show for him using streamers and little streamer cannons I made out of toilet paper rolls and balloons. That night, Jerri had a nightmare and wanted to sleep in my bed with me. I dreaded the thought of him keeping me up all night with wanting to talk and play. However, I knew if I didn't let him, Ana would kill me, so I had no choice. To my surprise, he slept right away. Thank science! Before I fell asleep, my alarm woke me up.
So last night, I had SO much trouble sleeping.
I lay in bed for 90 minutes staring at the ceiling.
Maybe I've just been stressed or thinking too much about everything.
But that's impossible because school is out and the only things I'm doing are things that I love (minus the ACT of course).
Maybe it's just the whole idea of needing a 36 in order to get into Stanford because I'm legacy (Ana and Patrick went there), and it's been transferred onto my work?
Like is so confusing sometimes.
Daily Dose of Happiness
"To business that we love we rise betime, and to go to't with delight." -William Shakespeare
Modern Translation: "When we love our job we get up early and go to it joyfully."
(Even on 6 hours of sleep)
When I woke up this morning, I was quite tempted to just go back to sleep and continue sleeping until 10, but since I love and care so deeply about my career, my academics, and my future, I was able to use these things as motivators, as my purpose to get out of bed. The future of YouTube and the film industry need me.
I didn't do any ab workouts today; I only ran on the treadmill for thirty minutes.
Recently, I've had this obsession with Mary Jane shoes and lace socks. The whole look is capable of tying everything together.
But I'm a boy, and boys don't wear dresses, or lace socks, or Mary Jane shoes.
I hate dresses with a burning passion, but it's the only thing that fits best with the Mary Jane shoes and lace socks look. :(
Can a boy just wear his Mary Janes and lace socks with his summertime vibes v-neck shirt and jeans?
I spent my own Amazon gift card money on buying some for myself. Not only for Audriana's birthday party this Friday but also for the future.
I want to wear them everywhere, as long as they're safe.
I'm very particular about items I like.
Unfortunately, I was too late for the game. They may not even arrive on time.
I'm hoping that science will benefit me and the packages will arrive early thanks to my 30-Day free trial of Amazon Prime.
But with COVID-19 and all of the delayed orders...
I doubt it.
Your Daily Dose of Ana and Patrick Arguments:
They argued over a dirty dishcloth. Out of all things, a DIRTY. FREAKING. DISHCLOTH.
Whenever Patrick and Ana argue, hell breaks loose. Ana begins to spiral and blame her scapegoats, a.k.a., Patrick and I, even if we had nothing to do with it.
I'm done with this family!
My YouTube fans are the only family I've got.
