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If only I could make my parents understand.

I just don't see how a woman asking out a man instead of the vice versa

could be so bad.

Look at my country, isn't it neat?

My family in Ecuador think my life is complete

Most immigrants dream of

having a secure life with legal documentation, just like me

Look at my education, my designer clothes

For them, how much money do you think was disposed?

All of my classmates think,

"Wow! She's got everything"

I've got Japanese stationary and anime a-plenty

I've got fresh hot homemade meals that are gourmet

You need cash? I've got a twenty.

But what's the point

When you're bound to

strict cultural standards

I want to be where my classmates are

I want to be seen at all of our school's dances

I want to end my childhood with a...bang

Abiding by your cultural norms, you don't get too far

Risks and modernity are required for progressing in society

Strollin' down for a bite at

What's the place the teens eat at nowadays? Chik-fil-A?

Up where they walk

Up where they run

Up where they stay all day in the sun

Wandering free

Wish I could be

Part of that culture

What would I give

If I could live

without these values strictly enforced on me?

What would I pay

To spend a day

without worrying about disappointing my family

Betcha the whites

They understand

Bet they don't call women who ask out men "sluts"

A bright Ecuadorian woman

Sick of waiting

For a man to ask her out

And ready to know what the white people know

Ask 'em my questions and get some answers

What is a crush? Catching romantic feelings?

Is this what is happening whenever I'm with... Camden?

When's it my turn?

Wouldn't I love

Love to explore the "American" part of my Ecuadorian-American

Out of my traditional household

Wish I could be

Part of that culture...

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