You'll never believe what I just found out...
Remember back when Camden invited me to his cousin's wedding and then when I told him my mother wanted to talk to his grandmother before I went, he completely ghosted me?
Well, I was helping my mother text a co-worker that she wouldn't be able to make it to her retirement party and LOW AND BEHOLD, I see part of a text message from Camden's grandmother that caught my eye.
She had tried reaching out to my mother after our (mine and Camden's) bowling date about the wedding, saying she had tried to call my mum about it.
My mum responds by saying she was at work and couldn't talk about it at that moment.
NEVER TOLD ME ABOUT IT NOR TRIED CALLING BACK WHEN SHE WAS FREE!
If my mother didn't want me to go, she should've just told me so, instead of making me feel like a problem and that I upset Camden by intruding on family matters, therefore, leading him to ghost me or making me believe that it's his fault when IT WAS HERS.
SHE WAS TRYING TO SABOTAGE MY RELATIONSHIP!
Well then, Ana. I've got a message for you...
I documented every time you mentally abused me
From the moment I came out of the womb, I knew I wasn't worth it
You said I wasn't worth it
I thought that I could one day be worth it
Do you know what Lily said when she encountered first-hand your treatment of me?
She said to be careful with that one dude, she will gaslight you to prevent authorities from getting involved
You and your words flooded my brain
Your sentences running through my head like a toy train
You degraded me through shouted lectures,
You wrecked me.
I'm re-analysing every piece of advice you gave me
I'm searching and scanning for help from other authoritarian figures
For some kind of light
And when you made fun of my height
You caused my world to burn, burn.
You pushed aside the contact Camden's grandmother initiated.
Thanks to your actions, Camden and I have ghosted each other.
In not wanting me to go to his cousin's wedding, you have ruined our lives.
Do you know what Audriana said when she read what you'd done?
She said you were born to an interesting mother and good luck with telling her about your relationship
You and your words, obsessed with your reputation,
You sacrifice my happiness just for a grain of attention from your coworkers,
And you are paranoid at every social event I attend, oh how the foster child now sees you
You, you, you.
I'm erasing myself from the family's narrative.
Let the future Rupp family members wonder why Tobey ran away
When you broke her and her boyfriend's hearts.
YOU HAVE TORN THEM ALL APART!
And now I'm watching my relationship burn,
Watching it burn.
You have no right to my heart.
You don't deserve to be called a "mother"
I hope the foster child and the system see your true colours
I'm burning the memories,
Burning the putdowns that have caused me great psychological damage
You forfeit all rights to my heart.
You forfeit your title of my mother,
I hope CPS takes away Brandon and you're left in dread
With only the memories of when I was once around
I hope that you burn...
