2022/01/20

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Dreams

We lived in a giant mansion/apart complex (rented out most of the rooms for us, but had neighbours too). It got caught on fire and I made a desperate attempt to salvage everything, but I couldn't. I was happy, however, because I was able to get my teddy bear out of the fire. Then I went dance practice. I walked back home with Audriana and Maddie. Ana came and got me and taught Maddie how to say something racist (Negros = black people slur) and I joked about how she couldn't say that aloud in public. I went back to my new home, which I didn't get to see because back in school and TLM soundtrack was playing. Everyone sang to it as Camden and I was observed together (Makes sense b/c I fell asleep to it last night.

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Man...what a day.

Tomorrow, my SDD plans will be FINALISED with Camden.

Even though I may come off as desperate hanging out with him the whole day, in case we don't communicate over the weekend, I want to have everything finalised. If his grandparents are strict and want to meet my parents and me, I need time to tell them as well.

Why does this have to be so hard?

And why do I have to have Ana and Patrick as my parents?

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