Dreams:
Good morning! I had a dream that it was after the pandemic, I was back in school as an in-person student, and I was my desired self. Everything that I ever wanted and already am was in it. I genuinely felt good about myself, but there was this eerie feeling that something negative would happen in the background. I was able to rub it off so easily. If I had a dream about myself after my glow-up journey, that means I'm close. Right? However, back at home, my parents found out about how I failed my last two biology tests and were furious. "What's wrong with you, Carson-Nathan? Have you gone insane or something? The dream ends with my parents making phone calls to mental asylums, psychiatrists, and my therapist, and me screaming "I NEED HELP." Why do my family members ALWAYS have to intrude when my life actually goes my way for once? How can something quite good also be quite bad at the same time? There were also several different school buses passing through my neighbourhood, similar to those "car parades" where people would drive through someone's neighbourhood and hold signs wishing someone a Happy Birthday and celebrating during the COVID-19 pandemic. I went on one with a water slide in it. That's when I cracked my arms open. Of course, my mother blamed me for it, as I'm the scapegoat of the family, and we stayed in this dark and eerie hotel. Then, my alarm went off.
I'm excited to go to school, but I'm dreading the AP Biology exam.
Today, I'm feeling a purple aesthetic. NO! IT'S NOT BECAUSE OF MY FICTIONAL CRUSH, Purple Guy. It's just what I'm feeling today
Daily Dose of Happiness
Who is the happier man, he who has braved the storm of life and lived or he who has stayed securely on shore and merely existed? -Hunter S. Thompson
A storm I braved today...
Taking the AP Biology exam, and getting it over with, that's for sure.
UPDATE:
You know what? I'm going to give myself some credit for braving my mother's wrath today. (You'll read about this on the next page.) After all, NO CHILD SHOULD HAVE TO GO THROUGH WHAT I DID TODAY.
