Happy New Year!
I bet by now, you're regretting every decision that you've made up to last night. I know I did. I do it every year, but unlike the past 17 years of my life, I got to spend it with friends/.
How?
When everyone was asleep, I went onto the balcony of Patrick's condo and hung out with them.
It was super cold, but nearly freezing to death was worth the fun I had. Plus, I didn't want to get a beating from Ana or Patrick for waking them up (Yeah, Ana stayed with us too, overnight.)
Ever since getting yelled at last night by Ana for being retarded (TLDR: Ana picked up our family's dinner, I miscalculated directions, ordered a $30 Japanese meal that wasn't even paid for by her, and tipped my Japanese waiter), I began contemplating my life situation. My #1 goal for this year is to glow up. I want to lose weight, and honestly...If I stopped caring about others' opinions, it'll work. I'm honestly done with people at this point. I'm thinking about flying solo for a while in regards to my social life. However, I don't want to be rude and completely cut off my friends because...who's going to accompany me to the Senior Dinner Dance and Prom? Do I even want to go anymore? What if I just focused on YouTube? I think that's enough socialising.
Hopefully by tomorrow, when I plan out my glow-up journey, I'll have a better understanding.
All right, time to study calc.
