Thursday 24 June 2021

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Dreams:

Elias and I ran away to the UK and got married. The pandemic was still going on. He took me clothes shopping and I went inside a remodelled Target store that served as the dressing room for the entire shopping mall. Elias said he would wait for me at another store since he needed to do some shopping of my own. The line went all the way out of the store. One eternity later, I go wandered into the mall looking for Elias. I couldn't find him anywhere. Then, I bumped into Lily at a daycare (inside the mall). She was super duper excited to see me. We talked for a while before I heard Ana's voice angrily calling out for me. I couldn't believe that she was able to find me so quickly. Lily and I trembled with fear. I told her that I had to go. She didn't want me to leave at first, but eventually, she let me go after squeezing me into a hug and giving me a kiss on the cheek. I told her that I'm married and she apologised. I took off running afterwards, continuing my search for Elias. Ana and Elias both caught up to me. She slapped me across the head, knocking me out. Then, I woke up.

The world no longer makes sense to me.

So I fell out of routine...again.

I've noticed lately that I usually fall out of routines on days that I have dance practice. I have to figure something out before the school year starts in order to maximise my sleep time.

I recall watching a video one of my favourite YouTubers, Mariana's Study Corner made about morning routines. She said that it was alright to have more than one, and this time, I agree. I think I'll benefit from waking up later in the morning from restful sleep than little to no sleep at all. I'm going to look into that and figure out how to structure my days when I have dance practice.

However, I am proud of myself for using disciple last night: I said I was ONLY going to watch ONE episode of Toradora! before I went to bed and I did, and I didn't eat cookies, even though I wanted some.

That was before staying up until 1 AM dancing to Sia songs and singing (in my head) about getting a YouTube grind.

Speaking of grind...

I need to grind in my ACT studies before my Kaplan resources expire.

They expire on Sunday and I have two more lessons to get through on my own, and two lessons of live sessions going on Saturday.

The good news is that I have today and tomorrow's videos already scheduled for upload.

I can always YouTube grind tomorrow.

I may not have time to grind for YouTube this weekend.

(I think I've ruined the word "grind" due to my overuse of the word.)

But then again, I've ruined everyone's lives by existing, so this is just child's play.

Daily Dose of Happiness

"My advice to you is not to inquire why or whither, but just enjoy your ice cream while it's on your plate." -Thornton Wilder

Today's Ice Cream:

So I ate blueberry chocolate chip ice cream yesterday and binged on gummy vitamins.

That's what happens when you don't sleep early, and I definitely fell asleep late tonight. Don't worry, I already made plans to get my ACT stuff done earlier so that I can be in bed by 19:00.

The only changes made to my daily routine were night routines on dance practice Days, My morning routines the day after dance practice days, and my workout times for every day.


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