Forced to live with Sway LA

Authors note (BFF'S Rant)

Hey guys I know this wasn't the update you guys were expecting but I really need your help or your advice because if you keep up with my little rants on my board you would know that my view on josh has changed a lot of the past couple of weeks. Finding out that he follows an account on Twitter that is known for not just shading Jaden but bullying his fans too when Josh's name doesn't even get brought up by some of these fans. The fact that josh was able to forgive nessa even though she's the one that hurt him more then once. Not to mention his ego and his I think I am better then everyone else attitude but the last straw for me was last nights podcast where he made it look like Jaden was the obsessed crazy one when HE'S the one who talks about Jaden on and off BFF's and interviews, the fact that he uses his picture in thumbnails for his tea talks like damn if josh really hates Jaden as much as he says he does then his name wouldn't even exist in his vocabulary. Third of all there was video proof that Jaden was just trying to have fun at the party, like there's no way he was going to try and fight josh, he didn't even try and fight chase literally all he wants is to sit down and have an adult conversation and I know josh isn't entitled to do that and he can do what hr wants but it really shows the maturity level on his part. If josh genuinely wants it dropped then he would have had that conversation. Next thing that pissed me off was josh laughing when Dave made the remark that josh and Jaden were playing a game of stealing Nessa as if Nessa's a pawn in their game and honestly this could just be all a game for josh. He never treated nessa right to begin with and could easily be using ness to get back at Jaden which is fucked. Not to mention the way josh belittled his career! Like I am sorry he can say a lot of the things but he blatantly wanted to lie and shade him with that comment because Jaden's been so successful this year and I know josh has been successful to so I am not going to stoop down to his level and say he hasn't. And the last thing that really pissed me off was the way he talked about Parker like I am sorry but she's grieving how insensitive can you be!!! Like I get the timing wasn't right and it probably shouldn't have been posted but josh had no right to disrespect her the way that he did. Now what's my point in all of this? My point is that this book is supposed to be my escape from their real world drama and live in a world where they are still a family etc and it was easy to do that when I loved both Jaden and josh but I can't even use this book as an escape because my view on josh has changed so much that I am actually disappointed in him. Like I get it he dated nessa and your angry abt it but life's to short to not take a chance on love and be happy and let's not forget the only reason josh is still in LA is because Jaden took the blame for his ass, so in retrospect yeah what Jaden did was shitty but josh crossed lines yesterday that he never should have crossed and showed his true colors. And by no means do I want to end the book because I have so much I want to do with Lexie but I need your opinion should I make a sequel where Jaden and josh break up and Lexie goes on tour and they split custody again or try my best and just view josh the way that I used to before all this happened. If you guys really want them to still be together then I'll try my best to do that.