wait// joshler

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"what should i wear? my initial reaction is to wear a tuxedo.. but who wears a tux to a dinner party?"

"rich people."

"joshua shut up, i'm serious."

"babe, just wear jeans and a tshirt. both our parents will be getting off work."

"i know i know."

"you're that nervous, huh?"

"yes. i want them to like me."

"at least they're not meeting your mom."

"god you're right. she wouldn't have even accepted me and if, and that's a very big IF, she did, this dinner would be all about her."

"it's okay, t."

"this could be a disaster, there's so many factors."

"look, at me."

i pick my phone up and look at his face.

"you're beautiful, and i love you. i'm telling you what i told you the other day, everybody loves you, my siblings, my parents, even jim loves you. i love your dad and he's cool too. everything's gonna be fine."

"okay. promise?"

"promise, babe."

"i love you."

first time.. i've actually said i love you to him..

"aw, i love you too."

the phone falls a little and i can see him making food.

"what's for dinner, joshua?"

"hey hey, hell like i'll tell you that."

"fuck you."

"you wish."

"meanie."

"i love you."

"i love you too, joshua."

"my parents just got home, i'll see you later."

"later j."

"later t."

a/n: at the critical chapter where I say, "I love you"

conan jokes hahah

editing this chapter while listening to conan