wait// joshler

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im standing outside of school. watching joshua put his tongue down some guys' throat. and i feel a twinge of jealously, and i watch as it grows the longer im watching. 

i watch their tongue's swirl, and their eyes closed as they push each other closer and closer.

they're basically fucking with clothes on and it's kind of gross. 

i turn the music up louder in my headphones and sling my backpack on correctly and walk to my first class.

-

joshua's watching me as i walk into class. 

"you were watching me and my boyfriend make out like a creep," is the first thing joshua says to me.

"people watch if there are people to watch."

"well considering my friend is watching me make out.. without my consent is kind of weird."

i feel a lump in my throat. 

"you think we're friends?"

"school friends, yes."

"oh..."

so not real friends. 

"how's your part of the project coming along?"

"i got it finished the other day in music class."

"okay, do you wanna go to my house? we can practice our presentation."

"sure, i guess.. i'd have to check with my dad. but it'll probably be alright. i'll text you."

"alright."

-

im at home now. scrolling through my phone. dad walks in the door, he's panicking. 

"tyler- your mom's in the hospital," he tells me.

a/n: oh no, i know what's coming soon

guess whos jealous and also about to go through some shit 

you guys are gonna hate me :D