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"happy new year. welcome to twenty twenty three."
"you're so cute."
"here, slip these on."
he hands me my headphones.
i slip them on and his dad lights fireworks.
dad is standing a few feet behind us, talking to joshua's mom.
joshua slips his hand in mine. i'm wearing the conan gray 'merry superache' sweater that joshua got me for christmas.
my head on his shoulder as we watch the fireworks burst into flames in the sky.
"i love you," i say.
i know he can't hear me. in my head i feel like he knows. how much i love him. i can feel his every move.
i feel like he's intertwined with everything inside of me.
i feel...
in love.
a/n: wrote this on new year's day.
publishing it like seven months later :,)
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wait// joshler
Fanfictionthere's no time to wait for your soulmate. - tw; vomit; verbal and emotional abuse; death; - completed 2023.