Tamaki x Reader

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This hurt that I'm holding's getting heavy
But I'ma keep a smile on my shoulders 'til I'm sweaty
Begging on my knees
Screamin', "Someone come and help me"
But by the time they're there
I've already hid the body

Tamaki has panic attacks. So it wasn't surprising when Mirio called me and asked me to help his best friend. Tamaki was curled into a ball in his closet when I found him. He was pleading for it to stop. I sat next to the poor boy. "Hey baby." I whispered. He hardly glanced at me though his pleading stopped. I held his hands tightly. "Come on. Breathe with me alright? Take a deep breath through your nose and exhale through your mouth." He did as I told him too and calmed down a little. "Just like that. You're doing amazing, love." I praised. I always praised him when he did good. He flushed and it's always adorable. Though during these times it's to help him know that he's ok. I smiled assuringly at him.

My breath's gettin' short and I'm unsteady
Wellin' up in tears as I lay upon your belly
Telling you I'm fine
I don't really need nobody
But you say through a sigh
That I said that lie already

I managed to get him to his bed before his breathing became unsteady again. He laid his head on my tummy and his eyes flooded with tears again. "I'm fine.. I don't need any one to help with this." He tried. I smiled lightly. "You said that lie already." I sighed out. "You don't need to be ashamed of needing help. Everyone gets stressed. Believe it or not when I was much younger I had tons of panic attacks. It got better for me love. I'll help you get through it, alright?" I reassured him.

I just needed company now
Yeah, I just needed someone around
Yeah, I don't care what song that we play
Or mess that we make
Just company now
Comfort crowd
Comfort crowd

I shuffled through my playlist trying to find the perfect song. I felt him snuggle into me closer and I smiled. "I love you Tamaki. You'll be ok." I told him. I finally found it and set my phone down. I moved my hands to his head and detangled the knots in his violet hair.

We rot, thinkin' lots about nothing
Yeah, I could spend a lifetime
Sitting here talkin'
And even if I cry all over your body
You don't really mind
Say you like your shirt soggy

"Baby?" I called. He hummed, lightly. I smiled. "Do you remember when we went to the ice rink and I slipped? I fell right on my butt. I was so cold after that." I laughed. I felt him chuckle lightly. I continued playing with his hair. "Oh oh do you remember when we went to that Walmart and that little kid bit me? It was so random and I scared him so bad with my quirk." I started laughing and I could feel him laughing a little with me. Tears were still flowing from his eyes but he was feeling better. "I'm sorry for getting your clothes all wet." He apologized sadly. I shook my head. "I like my shirt soggy. That's why I stand in the rain." I laughed. He smiled and nuzzled into me.

Yeah, I just needed company now
Yeah, I just needed someone around
Yeah, I don't care what song that we play
Or mess that we make
Just company now
Comfort crowd
Comfort crowd

The song switched to a different song and I pouted. It was boring. I skipped to another song that I could dance a little to. Every time I'd dance a bit he'd smile more.

We mess around
And laugh too loud
And make the sounds
We try to hide when people are around
By blood we're bound
Through ups and downs
Their smiles and pouts
Comfort crowd
You can always count

I kept recalling memories that we both were fond of and eventually I had him laughing with me. There was a knock on the door and Tamaki muttered a small "come in."

Mirio entered the room with some snacks and was all smiley. I smiled at his sunshine best friend. They were polar opposites but Tamaki admired his best friend. Mirio set the snacks down and I sat up slightly, much to Tamaki's dismay. I got him to sit up with me and snack on something. He nibbled in some pretzels while I held him. Mirio sat at the end of the bed. Tamaki started pouting and his eyes glossed over. I kissed his cheek and immediately his demeanor changed. I giggled at his flushed face. "Baby?" I called and he looked at me. I pecked his nose and he turned an even darker shade of red. He nibbled his pretzels and stared at his hands. I wrapped my arms around him.

Yeah, I just needed company now
Yeah, I just needed someone around
Yeah, I don't care what song that we play
Or mess that we make
Just company now
Comfort crowd

As Tamaki calmed down from his panic I let more songs play. We stayed snuggled up together while I continued to play with his hair and he played with his hands. "I l-love you N-N/n.." Tamaki barely audibly admitted. I almost gushed at how he was able to do that. He was hardly ever able to say that he thought she was pretty and now love? I was beyond proud. "I love you too, sweet boy." I kissed his head and nuzzled my face into his hair. "I'm proud of you, baby." I admitted.

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958 words. I love this precious sweet boy so much. I was listening to Conan and I had an idea and now I'm going to write another songfic with family line brb🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️

Song - Comfort Crowd by Conan Gray

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