I hate you for what you did
And I miss you like a little kid
I faked it every time, but that's alright
I can hardly feel anything, I hardly feel anything at all
Y/n hated Enji Todoroki for what he did to his kids. They wanted nothing more than for him to be six feet under. But any time they thought they truly believed that they remember when their father did train them and Shoto with care instead of passion. When he would reward them if they asked. They missed that. They missed the idea that their father didn't just want them to surpass All Might.
You gave me fifteen hundred to see your hypnotherapist
I only went one time, you let it slide
Fell on hard times a year ago
Was hoping you would let it go and you did
After Y/n was diagnosed with their disorders Enji gave them money to see a hypnotherapist. They only went once and he let it slide. They were falling apart and when he tried to help they pushed him away. They internally hoped deep down that he would keep pushing to help them but he didn't.
I have emotional motion sickness
Somebody roll the windows down
There are no words in the English language
I could scream to drown you out
Every time they were left alone with him in the car they had the window closest to them rolled down just in case. There was nothing they could say to drown out the thoughts about Enji Todoroki that hurt them.
I'm on the outside lookin' through
You're throwin' rocks around your room
And while you're bleeding on your back in the glass
I'll be glad that I made it out
And sorry that it all went down like it did
Every time they left the house and turned back to see Enji looking at them memories flashed of their mother. When she hurt Shoto. When every wrong thing she did would appear in their mind they couldn't be near that house.
It hurt worse than anything else in the world when they thought about their parents. Endeavor was trying to be better but it didn't change what happened. The past won't change. You don't get a second chance for your past. You get a second chance for your future.
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Song: Motion Sickness by Phoebe Bridgers
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FanfictionFluff, Angst, but no lemon sorry 😭 Bro I'm too picky about what I read. That is the reason I write these. I obviously don't own anything in this book unless I add an OC into it. All credit is to Horikoshi.
