My Hero Academia x Reader Oneshots

Kirishima x Reader

I should've stayed at home
'Cause right now I see all these people that love me
But I still feel alone
Can't help but check my phone
I could've made you mine
But no, it wasn't meant to be and see, I wasn't made for you
And you weren't made for me
Though it seemed so easy

Kirishima watched his best friend's rival and his long-term crush. He'd liked her since middle school but never had the guts to tell her. Though his chance was soon lost when she got with Midoriya during their second year. He obviously congratulated her because they were best friends but deep down he was hurt.

The event they were at were full of guests who paid to be there. They paid to see the pro heroes in the room. He'd check his phone to see if you snuck him any texts like you used to during classes in middle school. That was long ago and everything was different now. He couldn't keep following you like a lost puppy. He needed a life and he needed to get over you. Maybe he could start by telling you about his long-term crush. What was he thinking? He'd never come clean about his silly feelings.

And that's because I wanna be your favorite boy
I wanna be the one that makes your day
The one you think about as you lie awake
I can't wait to be your number one
I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine
But I still wanna break your heart and make you cry

She was the reason he always strived to be number one. He always tried to impress her and be her favorite person. Little did he know that she noticed every small thing he did. Every coffee he bought her. Every stolen payment. He refused to let her pay for anything when she was with him. She noticed every single thing and couldn't help but feel sorry for the boy. She was aware of his feelings. Mainly because Bakugo let it slip one day. Though it seemed purposeful, like he wanted her to know.

Kirishima couldn't help but do the small acts. He wanted her days to be amazing. He wanted her to fall asleep and think about how much she appreciates him. And she did, but not the way that he wanted her to. He wanted them to look up to each other. He couldn't help but dream of all the things they could do if he ever had a chance to be with her.

There were always intrusive thoughts though. He couldn't help but hold a grudge against the freckled boy Kirishima's crush loved. Though he couldn't hate Midoriya, he was slightly mad and jealous that she picked Midoriya over him. He wanted her to realize what she could be with then have her pleading to be with him. He wanted her to want him as bad as he wanted her. He had his own sexual images that appeared more often than he'd like to admit. Just like he wanted her to plead to be with him he'd wanted her to plead for a lot more too.

What was wrong with him? She didn't deserve that. She deserved the world and more. He couldn't believe his thoughts were so crude. He needed to see a therapist or something. He shouldn't be thinking like this.

But won't you wait?
You know it's too late
I'm on my own shit now
Let me tell you how it feels to be fucking great
I feel great
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
You need to be yourself
Love someone for loving you instead of someone really cool
That makes your heart melt
Who knows what you truly felt?
You're still my favorite girl
You better trust me when I tell you
There ain't no one else more beautiful in this damn world
In this damn world

He couldn't imagine loving anyone else as much as he loved her. It was toxic honestly. He felt like she was his twin flame. He felt like they shared a soul. They were basically the same person with their own differences. The love he held for her would make anyone jealous. He couldn't think of a single person who was more beautiful than her.

You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend
I said that
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, best friend
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend
Best friend
You're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby
You're gonna wanna be my best friend

She came up to him first. She thought his quirk was cool. She had even loved his teeth. She complimented him pretty much everyday. That was the start of his growing feelings. They eventually became best friends. They were inseparable. But with every reward there's a price. His feelings were physically hurting him. He loved her so much that it pained him to see her. He eventually began pulling away. He distanced himself but she wouldn't allow him to peacefully withdraw himself from the friendship. She reeled him back in unbeknownst to his feelings at the time.

I say that I'm happy
I say that I'm happy
But no, no, no, no
No, no, no

He would tell her he was fine every time she asked but he couldn't help the feeling in his chest. That feeling that felt that his heart was being ripped out every time she looked over at Midoriya.

Oh, I still wanna be your favorite boy
I wanna be the one that makes your day
The one you think about as you lie awake
And I can't wait to be your number, your number one
I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine
But I still wanna break your heart and make you cry

Midoriya was simply better than Kirishima. He couldn't deny it. He had a better quirk, better physique, better grades. He was perfect for her. Yet Kirishima couldn't stop the thoughts that Midoriya couldn't compare to him. He couldn't understand why you chose Midoriya over him. Even through the pain he bought her coffee every morning, took her on their weekly lunch dates, hung out at her dorm. He couldn't shake the feeling of wanting to be her protector. He could shake the feeling of wanting to be her lover. He just wanted her.

The thoughts about breaking her heart were still there. The thoughts of using her. Destroying her view of love. He couldn't explain why he thought these things. He couldn't even understand why he thought that way about the love of his life. He just wanted it to stop and he wanted her to pick him.

I still wanna be your favorite boy
I wanna be the one
I might just be the one

He'd always feel as if he was the one even if Midoriya stole her from him. Y/n was always his. Ever since middle school. Midoriya couldn't compare to Kirishima's manliness. He just couldn't compete with the lovely boy. Yet Izuku Midoriya had the girl Eijiro Kirishima wanted and that meant he beat him.

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1219 words. Ugh I love Kirishima angst💀