Bakugo x Reader

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I thought
I would be good by now
I'd have it figured all out
We skipped the scenic route
And oh well
At least I never lied
Still I'm always the bad guy
So much for being nice

Bakugo didn't like to think he overthought anything. Though he probably overthought things more than Deku himself. So when he started overthinking too much about Y/n he started distancing himself. Then he could focus on his studies again, right? Well, not everyone thought the same as him so maybe not.

'Cause I don't wanna be someone who makes you happy
Then lets you down, we'll both feel crappy
I'll hate your friends when this shit ends, well alright
And I don't wanna make your mama cry at dinner
And see her at the mall next winter
At Supercuts, she hates my guts, well alright

He'd always had this fear that he would let them down. He knew he was loud and obnoxious though he'd never admit it to anyone. He didn't want to go to a family gathering and make your mom cry or something because of him. If he saw her somewhere ever again how would he be able to confidently walk around? He'd feel too bad.

But I don't
Don't need a hand to hold
Don't need you to console me
It's honestly getting old
Well, I've thought
Of so many places we could go
Well, maybe I'm better off at home
Maybe I'm better on my own

He never did need a hand to hold. He hated being comforted by Y/n because he didn't deserve it. It got old how they always tried to comfort him despite his best efforts to push them away. He always thought up romantic dates that were very ooc of him but he knew that Y/n would love them. The ooc ideas really had him thinking. Maybe he was better on his own. They were changing him. He didn't need that, right?

'Cause I don't wanna be someone who makes you happy
Then lets you down, we'll both feel crappy
I'll hate your friends when this shit ends, well alright
And I don't wanna make your mama cry at dinner
And see her at the mall next winter
At Supercuts, she hates my guts, well alright

He couldn't let them down. They made him stronger so he shouldn't distance himself. He was very conflicted. What to do? He didn't know. He doesn't want their family to hate him and he definitely didn't want them to hate him. He seriously wouldn't be able to forgive himself. Like ever.

Find me drowning in this bullshit again
Started something that we're just gonna end
Wonder if we would be better as friends
But we won't

When they found him drowning in his thoughts again he'd wondered if they would be better as friends. When they made eye contact he knew that they wouldn't. He would have to make it work.

'Cause I don't wanna be someone who makes you happy
Then lets you down, we'll both feel crappy
I'll hate your friends when this shit ends, well alright
And I don't wanna make your mama cry at dinner
And see her at the mall next winter
At Supercuts, she hates my guts, well alright

He'd made his decision. He couldn't leave them. He kept telling himself it was because they needed him but he knew deep down he wouldn't survive without them. They helped him be a better person. They provided him with the help he needed to overcome anything. He would have to get this overthinking under control before he blew his own head off.

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566 words. I love writing these songfics lol. The song is Supercuts by Jeremy Zucker

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