"Baby, I don't feel so good", six words you never understood
"I'll never let you go", five words you'll never say
I laugh along like nothing's wrong, four days has never felt so long
If three's a crowd and two was us, one slipped away.
She didn't understand me. I know she didn't. She never did. I'd laugh like nothings wrong and she wouldn't even notice. She was too lovestruck on Kaminari.
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
She looked sad at the yellow haired boy flirting with someone else. I tried comforting her but she just looked the other way. I just wish she was gay..
Is there a reason we're not through?
Is there a 12-step just for you?
Our conversation's all in blue
11 "heys" (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Ten fingers tearin' out my hair
Nine times, you never made it there
I ate alone at seven, you were six minutes away
I wish there was a 12-step for her. 11 heys in our messages. I used my fingers to tear out my hair. This was the ninth time she canceled on me for Kaminari this week. I ate at our reservations at seven when she decided to ditch me again.
How am I supposed to make you feel okay
When all you do is walk the other way?
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
How can I make her feel okay when all she does is walk the other way? I wish I didn't wanna stay. I wish she was just gay.
To spare my pride
To give your lack of interest, an explanation
Don't say I'm not your type
Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation
I'm so selfish
But you make me feel helpless, yeah
And I can't stand another day
Stand another day
"I like you." I blurted out. Jiro was about to go hangout with Kaminari instead of me again and I didn't think about it. Don't say I'm not your type just say I'm not your preferred sexual orientation. I laughed at my own thought. "Oh.. you're not my type. I'm really sorry Y/n." She said, sadly and presumably uncomfortable. I smiled. "Oh. That's fine." I said. I'm selfish. I thought saying that would reel her back into me but it didn't. I can't stand this helpless feeling and I can't stand to be around them for another day. Let alone another few minutes. I rushed away quickly, determined to never speak to them again. I should just drop out of UA now.
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Song- wish you were gay - Billie Eilish
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FanfictionFluff, Angst, but no lemon sorry 😭 Bro I'm too picky about what I read. That is the reason I write these. I obviously don't own anything in this book unless I add an OC into it. All credit is to Horikoshi.
