Life As A Teasdale

Ch.171

I laid next to Harry in his bed and his legs where tangled with mine. I closed my eyes and pictured the moment I just had.

He was breathing and I looked at him. I turned to face him and smiled. Everyday I use to wake up to this and now it's me basically being a one night stand but I know that's not what he's thinking. I don't think it either.

"Just taking it in?" I heard him whisper and I smiled.

"Maybe"

He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me into him. I held him tight because I know this won't be something I will be able to hold on to forever.

"You don't have to keep hurting" He whispered and I shook my head.

"But I can't be with you so until I can get over that fact I'll be feeling some type of loss"

He kissed my lips and slipped his tongue into my mouth and I laid on top of him.

"You've got me messed up" I said agents his lips.

I got dressed while Harry took his time. He said he was also invited to Cal's for dinner and I wasn't going to argue.

When we arrived for dinner Cal opened the door and hugged me first.

"Hey old friend" He smiled and then hugged Harry.

I walked to the kitchen and saw Jen and she hugged me.

"Hii"

Harry and I ended up helping with the dinner and it felt nice to be with him and get to laugh. We can finally have a good friendship and I can start to feel better about Harry and I.

We all sat down and the food was great. Harry sat next to me and his hand would brush agents my thigh. I didn't mind at first but I felt myself letting my guard down to let myself get hurt again.

I ended up stopping his hand and he just held it under the table.

Once dinner was done we all sat around and talked. Harry wanted to play a game so that's what we did. I got to hold Jack for a while and I couldn't stop staring. He is just so precious.

It was getting late and I hadn't gotten a chance to shower or change outfits. Harry and I left and he stared at me.

"Where to now?"

"You're joking right"

"Nope"

"Well you can take me back to Molly's I'm beyond tired"

"One more night with me?"

"Molly's"

He began to drive and he had his phone plugged in. He was playing a playlist we would listen to when we would be alone for hours.

"Is Sam staying there"

"Yeah"

"How's your guys friendship?"

"It's fine"

"That's good, are you two sharing a bed?"

"Yep"

"Oh cool" He pushed his hair out of his face and I rolled my eyes.

We pulled into Molly's house and I didn't want to leave him. I would see him soon but it felt too soon for me to leave.

"I've had fun with you these past hours" I smiled and he hugged me.

"Good, because I've loved this time"

"If you don't want me to worry about me believing in you than don't worry about me and Sam. I'm not ready to move on from us just yet" I smiled and he kissed me.

"That makes me feel better"

"Well actually try okay"

"I will I promise" He kissed me one last time and I walked to the door.

I looked at him and he waved. I smiled and turned around. He was still there right as I shut the door. I leaned agents it and the lights were off. I went upstairs to the room in staying in and Sam was awake watching television.

"Hey"

"Hey!" I smiled.

"How was your day?"

"Really good" I smiled and he sat up.

"How's Harry"

"He's good just filling a bit ill"

"Hope you aren't sick"

"Hopefully" I smiled and changed my clothes.

He rolled over and turned off the tv. I rolled my eyes at him and got in bed. Harry was texting me and I fell a sleeping actually smiling. You forget how much happiness someone can bring you when they aren't hurting you.