Life As A Teasdale

Ch.74

I woke up at 2 in the morning and looked over at Harry he was right next to me. I think his eyes are open.

"Harry?" I whispered.

"Yeah?"

"Why are you awake?"

"I couldn't sleep but why are you awake?"

"I couldn't sleep either"

He sat up and I turned on my lamp. I looked at him and my head started to hurt. I grabbed his hand and forgot he got a new tattoo. He actually got a few new ones. I looked at the one of his wrist. I don't know why he covered up his other one. I loved that one. I ran my fingers over it and he laid his hand on my shoulder.

"You okay?"

"My head hurts"

"Why? Do you feel okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine I just feel... I don't know"

I sat up all the way and he held my back.

"Look at me" He said and I did.

He kissed my lips and laid me back down. I wrapped my arms around his back and ran my fingers down his back. He kissed my neck and I arched my back. I know what he is going to do. I want to thank him for it but I can't find the words. He quickly got up and got a condom. He came back and got ready. He entered me and covered my mouth so I wouldn't scream. I haven't had sex in forever it seems. Last year in a way. I soon felt the loving feeling I have felt before. I moaned into his hand and kissed his ear.

"Harry" I moaned into his ear and he groaned.

As he thrusted in and out our skin would touch. I love Harry so much and he knows how to make me feel better. I am glad we didn't do this in my dad's office. How awkward.

Once he laid back down next to me I pulled him close.

"I can't believe you are about to turn 20... I don't like it"

"What why?" He laughed and I smiled.

"I miss when we were 19 that was better I don't want you growing up because I hate being 20 because just think next year 21 and then 22 and so on like I can't be 27 no"

"Yeah it's crazy about to be 20"

"But fuck you were so cute when you were 18 I like that better"

"Oh you do don't you" He said and grabbed my leg.

I laughed and kissed his lips. I laid on his chest and he held my back.

"You are beautiful" He said looking at me.

I sat up and touched his stomach. He breathed out and I smiled.

"I'm still mad at you" I said and he sat up.

"I know you are" He sighed and hugged me.

"But I will try to move on because I love you too much to let us go"