Life As A Teasdale

Ch.46

They are leaving for LA today. I'm going but I'm going later because I have to stay in town for a birthday dinner I said I would be here for. I said goodbye to Harry before he left. I was at my house. I really hate plane rides and I'm going by myself so I'm a little scared to be going 11 hours to America. What if the plane crashes or someone does something I don't know it's just weird.

"I will call you when I land okay?" Harry said holding me.

"Alright but by the time you land I will probably be on the plane"

"Oh true okay well call me when you land" He smiled.

"I will"

"Alright I better get going I love you be safe"

"I love you too and okay and be safe too it's always crazy when you go somewhere"

"I know I will be don't worry"

I gave him one last kiss and hug and he walked out the door. I got ready for this dinner. It's my cousins birthday. I felt bad if I didn't go since I miss all her others. It's my bitch of a cousin. Lou says I should be nice and I am. God Lou at least I'm going. But then again she can't because she has her job she has to go to. I went to the dinner with my parents. We sat down at this restaurant and I talked to other people in my family. It was a long dinner. I ended up getting on to about missing out on things my family did when I was on your with the boys. I rolled my eyes and didn't want to ruin my cousins birthday. But my aunt is so bitchy I don't need her. I am glad I missed those things. She also was calling me stupid for dressing the way I do. She said she saw the pictures when I was on tour with the boys. I really don't understand why she has to say this stuff to me. I feel really bad now. I finally finished dinner and went straight to the airport. I said bye to my parents and waited to get on the plane. I went on twitter to see if the boys have landed yet. Nope. Finally it was time to board. I sat down and scrolled through my phone. I saw that they had landed. It was 7 when they landed. I was so tried. I closed my eyes and we took off.

I woke up and the person next to me was so quiet. I liked it though. I closed my eyes and fell asleep again. I hated this. I woke up a few times and the person next to me started to talk to me but was really mean. She told me I wasn't that pretty. Did I say I was? But still that's mean. She also said she recognized me. She called me Harry's bitch. Umm? Does everyone have to hate me? She told me other things and I stopped listening. Everyone just hates me. The plane finally landed. Yay. I had a guard with me. Cool. I texted Harry and said I needed to see him. He is at Cal's. He gave me the address and I was driven there. He met me at the door and I ran to his arms and started to cry. He wrapped his arms around me and carried me inside. People were still asleep so we kept quiet. Harry took me to the room he is staying in. He sat me on the bed and whipped the tears away.

"What happened?" He asked rubbing my hand.

"Well the birthday dinner was terrible and then the person on the plane was so mean I hate myself" I cried.

I really do. No one likes me. I cried into his chest. He rubbed my back and kissed my head.

"Don't say that I love you"

"You do but that doesn't stop people from saying that"

"It doesn't matter what other people think I said I love you so smile" I stopped crying and gave him a kiss. I missed him.

He kissed my head and I held his hand. He sang me a little bit of "You and I" that's my favorite. He has sang me songs before. We were both so tired we fell asleep. I hope Cal doesn't mind me staying the night? Harry and I are suppose to be going to the hotel but I don't know when?