Life As A Teasdale

Ch.63

It's been a few days and I have been talking to Harry but it's been often now. I don't know why but I have a thought in mind. I've been keeping myself to myself and keeping my feelings deep in mind and not telling anyone. I know I'm probably wrong and it's a joke but I don't know. I like to believe Im right but I'm probably wrong. I woke up and had nothing to do. I could do something with myself or just stay in bed all day. I have been doing stuff all week I might as well stay in for once. But I didn't. I got dressed and thought I would go buy a few things and see my friend at her work. I left the house a drove to a few shops. I thought about everything while driving. I forgot to text Harry back. But I'm not going to be like him and text while driving. Also I don't really want to talk to him right now. After picking up and few things i drove to my friends work. She owns a jewelry store. I pushed open the door and she walked over to me. She gave me a hug and we walked to her office in the back. She sat at her desk and I sat in the chair in front of it.

"Ellie how have you been?"

"I've been good how are you?"

"I've been good"

"That's good" I smiled.

"We should get dinner sometime"

"Yes we should" I smiled and spent a few more minutes talking to her.

I finally left and bought a bracelet. I then went home. I was so tired. I watched tv for a few hours and eating cookies. When Harry finally woke up he called me.

"Hi baby"

"Hey"

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm tired how are you?"

"I'm good just woke up"

"Yeah?"

"I love you Ellie"

"Love you too Harry"

"What did you do today?"

"Saw a friend and got a few things"

"That's cool"

"Ha yeah I guess"

"So how has the week been for you?" I asked wanting to listen to him talk.

"It's been good I miss you but I was hanging out with Alexa and Pixie"

"Oh really" I smiled even though he can't see it.

"Hey I will call you back I have to go" He said and hung up. I thought that was weird and a bit rude.

I threw my phone at the ground and it probably cracked some more. I've cracked this a lot. I then fell asleep. I didn't need anymore shit happening.

When I woke up my phone was blown up. It's 2 in the afternoon and I've been asleep for a long time. I saw a lot of text and opened up twitter. It was about Harry being at an Eagles concert with Kendall. I looked at the pictures of them. His arm around her neck and her leaning into him. I started to let tears fall and jealousy boil in me. He has lied before I thought we were past this. I don't give a fuck if he has told me before his management is making him. I'm not going to let this keep happening to me. He is just like every other guy I've dated. Well he's not he's different but the way I end up is just how every boy has left me. I felt like I was going to puke so I stood up and looked at all the tweets. This time I threw my phone down hard. I yelled and stopped on my phone. I don't know why but I am done. I throw my lamp on the ground and glass broke. I had tears flowing down my cheeks. I start to think of when they have kissed or how he has snuggled with her like we did. I heard my mother rubbing up the stairs and I slid my phone under my bed so she can't see it.