Life As A Teasdale

Ch.78

I woke up and Harry was asleep. I was still really tired but couldn't sleep. I turned on the tv that was in the room and had it quiet. I started to watch some move that was scary. I don't know why I'm watching it this early but I am. I grabbed Harry's hand at some point. He finally started to wake up and I was still watching the movie.

"Good morning baby" He said his voice raspy. His morning voice gets to me every time.

"Morning" I smiled and leaned over and kissed him.

"What are you watching?"

"Some scary movie"

"What this early?.... How about you don't" He said and turned off the tv.

I looked at him and he pulled me on top of him. His hands went down to my thighs and I smiled. I kissed his shoulder and he squeezed my butt.

"Harry" I said and he chuckled quietly.

"Today we are leaving" He said and I truly didn't want to leave.

"What why? How about you spent time with your family"

"I know but I just want one night with you"

"We always spend the night with each other"

"I know but I want one night with you because after what happened I feel bad"

I hadn't been thinking of Harry being gone and us breaking up. I remember him saying before that we will work through it. But we didn't. We separated, I broke up with him but we got back together. We always find a way back to each other. Our relationship is strange to be honest. I don't know if this will ever happen again it probably will and I don't know if I should keep coming back and redoing it over and over. There comes a point in time where I will break. I've already broke but I mean truly break like done, over. I'm so scared it's going to be soon. I keep thinking what if this only last a few days. Or weeks, months? I'm so scared I'm in a dream and it's over. I know tour will be starting again and I don't know why I went to every show with them. I know it won't be like that again? Maybe I can like work for them so I can. Oh wait never mind I can't work for my boyfriend. I'm not really sure but I will figure out. I haven't talked to them in a while. I sent Niall a text after he got his knee surgery. He responded but we haven't really talked. He needs to let me meet Theo. He is so cute I see pictures of him all the time. Harry is looking at me as I think of all this. I haven't responded to what he said. I want him to stay here with his family. Oh boy do I. He shouldn't leave and go to America not unless it's with the guys and it's for business. I was getting mad thinking of them. I looked at Harry and smashed my lips to his. He's not hers. I don't own him but he's mine. He was mine first. I loved him and had him first. Not her. He opened his mouth and I stuck my tongue in and his touched mine. I scooted closer to him and he wrapped his arm around me.

"You know I heard your mom talking on the phone yesterday and she is going out with Robin for dinner tonight and some other people they are friends with the house could be ours?"

"Well it looks like our last stay will be fun" He smiled and I kissed him again.

I squeezed his arms and he sat up. He looked at me and smiled.

"Are you okay?"

"I'm fine why?"

"I'm just making sure" He said and leaned in.

I kissed his cheek and we just sat there hugging. We seem to do that a lot. I like it though. Someone started to knock at the door and we pulled away. He stood up and his mom was smiling.

"Are you leaving today?"

"No I think we are going to stay another night"

"Oh yay well Robin and I are going out to dinner with friends tonight you are welcomed to come"

"I think we will stay in for the night"

"Okay well I have breakfast ready"

"Okay thank mum" He smiled and hugged her.

He shut the door and we got dressed. Lately Harry has been waking up early. I think we both have.

Robin and Anne both left for dinner. Harry said he would cook. I laughed when he told me because he can cook but he never truly cooks for me. As he was cooking I was talking to my parents. They will be gone for a week. I hate staying alone in our house. If Harry leaves to stay somewhere else I will just stay at Lou's. Harry finished cooking and it was spaghetti. The table was set and he placed my plate down. I smiled and took a bite of it. It wasn't bad.

"This is actually really good" I smiled and he sat up.

"Well thank you"

"I love you" I said and he smiled.

"I love you too Ellie"

Harry finished eating before me and I finally finished. He had candles lit around the house. He is one funny guy. He placed our plates in the sink and walked over to me. He picked me up and I laughed.

"Well is it time for my birthday present?" He asked and I laughed even harder.

"Harry why are you making this so big if it's suppose to be from me to you?"

"I'm not really sure but go along with it"

"I have been"

We reached the bedroom which he told me not to go in early in the day. I haven't been in that room since I woke up. He opened the door and candles were everywhere. Why is this "birthday sex" so important? He shut the door and laid me on the bed. I smiled and he leaned agents the headboard. I kissed his lips and put my legs around his waist. He pulled me closer and I closed my eyes. His kiss was sweet and tired. I lifted up his shirt and ran my fingers down his stomach. I sat up and and he pulled off my shirt. His lips went down my neck. They went to my chest. He undid my bra and I looked at him. It's his birthday sex I have to make this special right? I grabbed his hands and he kissed me. I started to grind my hips onto him and he moaned. I smiled and he laid me down.

"Harry it's your birthday sex so let me" I said and his eyes widen.

"Okay baby"

I got on top of him and somehow got his tight jeans off. I laid on top of him and kissed him. He grabbed my breast and I let a little moan escape. I pulled off his boxers and got ready. He helped me up. I grabbed his hands and I was scared. I lowed myself onto him and let moans escape. It felt good but hurt. I started to bounce up and down Harry groaned. I moaned as he did. He was rough. I kissed his neck. Harry flipped me over and thrusted into me. I moaned as he did. This is definitely the best sex we have ever had. He kissed my lips and I squeezed his arms. I looked at him and he looked at me. He is my best friend and the love of my life. He makes me smile all the time I don't know if I could live without him.

"Harry" I moaned as he thrusted in harder.

"Hang on baby"

He stopped thrusting and laid on top of me. He was out of breath as was I. He pulled out and laid back. I laid next to him and didn't move. He held onto me and I laid my head next to his shoulder.

"You are beautiful" He said and I smiled.