Life As A Teasdale

Ch.60

It's 2 days before New Years. Harry is leaving for America. I'm beyond mad that we will be missing our first New Years kiss. I hate how he has to act like something is happening with Kendall Jenner. I really don't know how much longer I can do this. If having to act like something is going on when nothing really is. I spent the day watching movies and doing nothing. I had my phone off all day. I don't want to talk to anyone. I skipped dinner and my mom offered me food I just wasn't hungry. I stayed up till 2 that's when I turned on my phone and it was blown up. I had texts and calls from Harry. I wasn't going to call him back. I has tweets and text from Nick my friend and other friends. They want to hang out for New Years. But if I can't spend it with Harry then I don't want to go anywhere. I texted back Harry because I know he's probably wondering. He probably isn't asleep.

"Ellie you aren't answering your calls is everything okay?"

"Baby I know you upset because we won't spend New Years together I'm sorry please call me"

"Harry sorry I had my phone off all day I've been watching movies hope you had a good day yesterday I will see you next year I guess haha night"

He read my text message but didn't text back. He was face timing me. I know I should answered but I don't want to. I answered and it connected. I began to feel regret. I know I shouldn't but I just ugh am mad. He was laying in bed and had a lamp on.

"Hi" He said and his voice was raspy.

My heart started to hurt. I won't be with him.

"Hi" I said sitting up and turning on my lamp.

"How was your movies?"

"Good"

"Is everything okay?"

Yes Harry everything is fine. Leave me your girlfriend on New Years and spend time with a girl who caused pain between us. I would never tell him that but I will just act fine about it.

"Yeah why?"

"I don't know just after I told you about New Years I don't know you have seem different like upset"

"I don't want to talk about New Years"

"I'm sorry baby I won't be with her the whole time"

"Harry I don't care do what you want it's really late I'm going to go to bed"

"I love you"

"Night" I said and hung up. I let out a long sigh and threw my phone down. I screamed into my pillow and my door opened. I looked up and saw Phoebe.

"Hi" She said and I sat up.

"What are you doing here?"

"You mom called me a while ago and said you need your friend"

She walked over to me and gave me a hug. I started to cry and she sat on my bed. I can't remember the last time we had a sleep over. She told me to tell her everything and I did. I stopped crying and she had snacks. We spent a few more hours just staying up. She told me about life. She was on her phone and was showing me pictures that people have posted on Instagram. We both ended up taking pictures and posted them. I posted it with the caption "Best friends always stick together and it doesn't matter how old you are a sleep over doesn't hurt"

We finally went to bed and I wish Harry was with me or at least kiss me on New Years.

I woke up and woke up Phoebe. She groaned and I laughed.

"Ellie what do you want"

"Get up its 12"

"Ugh fine"