Life As A Teasdale

Ch.161

Lou told me Harry had arrived in Australia and I didn't know if I should have went or not.

I sat down on the couch and turned on whatever was on. A stupid love movie was playing and I watched it. I now laugh at the love movies because most of the damn time they find their way back to each other. I don't think I'm waiting to find myself back to Harry.

Hours has passed and I was still laying on the couch watching another show. Maybe I should have went to Australia just to do something.

My phone started to ring and it was Harry. Of course it was. I hit the red button and went back to the TV. No matter what I will always have some sort of problem with Harry.

My phone kept ringing so finally I turned it off. He could be pissed or calm and just wanting to talk. I just don't feel like that's the best thing right now.

My dad walked through the front door and into the room I was in.

"Hey how are you" He hugged me and sat down.

"I'm good how was your trip?"

"Okay, the food could have been better" I laughed at what he said and he began to ask where my mum was.

"She's having a day with whatever her name is"

"That helps me a lot Ellie"

"I can't remember. She owns the flower place"

"Oh shoot what is her name" He didn't remember either and I laughed.

"I tried calling you but I guess you're phones off"

"Yeah I turned it off"

"Why?"

"To get away from the media"

"Sure you did"

"I did actually. I was watching a good show and turned it off to focus"

I turned it back on and saw I had a lot of calls from Harry and one voicemail.

"I'll be back down later" I said standing up and hugging him.

I locked my bedroom door and listened to the voicemail.

"I've tired calling you like 10 times and you won't pick up. Lou told me you had things to do and couldn't make it. Bullshit, you kept telling me I'll see you in Australia so we can talk. You wouldn't let me see you until now and when I get here excited to see you and... You aren't fucking here. Ellie why do you keep running from me? All I wanted to do was see you and talk. There's no harm in that. I hope you call me back or answer the next time that I call"

Right as I was done listening my phone rang and it was him. I can't be a bitch and not answer it.

"It's about time you picked up"

"Harry-"

"I maybe was a little rude in my voicemail and I'm sorry. I just couldn't wait to see you and knowing you didn't show up it actually broke my heart" I could already tell he was crying.

"Don't cry" I said whispering.

"Ellie I'm so tired. What the hell happened to us? We can't even see each other without something happening?"

"Harry I did almost come but I couldn't. I knew something was going to happen and it would hurt me all over again and it can't happen"

"So I will never see you again?"

"I'm not saying that"

"Usually I wouldn't tell someone if I did this but I wrote this song when I was in LA-" I cut him off and tried not to laugh.