Life As A Teasdale

Ch.41

I woke up and Harry was already awake like yesterday. I gave him a kiss and he held onto me. His hand went under my shirt and I looked into his eyes.

"Don't"

"Don't what?" He grinned.

"You know what I'm talking about"

He laughed and put his arm around my neck.

"Hey um babe I don't know what you are doing today but I am going to hang out with my friend Nick"

Oh. Well that's fine I have to ketch up with friends.

"Who's that?..... Oh wait the guy who does the radio thing"

He laughed.

"Yeah him"

"Oh I listen to him"

He laughed.

"Oh really?"

I nodded and he squeezed my cheeks.

"I love you"

He kissed my lips.

"I love you too and I wish we could spend a day in bed?"

"We will I promise"

"Alright" I smiled.

"Oh wait before you hang out with him can you drop me off at my house so I can get my car"

"Of course anything for you"

"Great thank you"

I laid on top of him and moved his hair out of his face. He was flawless. He's perfect. I love him.

"I love you baby" I said and leaned down and kissed his lips.

"I love you too baby and that's my name for you"

"I know but it sounded good for this sentence"

"Ohhhhhh"

I laid down on his chest and he started to tickle me. I screamed and yelled for him to stop. He finally did. I laughed and he whipped the tears that fell from laughing so hard.

We laid in bed for a little longer while. We talked about everything we could think of. I kissed him and he clearly wanted more. I lifted his shirt off and I stopped. I just love to look at his body and all his tattoos. He looked at me with worried eyes.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

"Yeah I'm fine"

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah it's just your tattoos are really amazing"

"Oh thank you"

I nodded and kissed him again. He stopped me and looked at me. He smiled and put my hair behind my ear.

"How about we don't do this right now"

I felt sorta bad. Does he not want me? But at the same time in glad because I really don't want to right now but still.

"But don't worry only because I can tell you seem like right now isn't a good time"

I smiled and nodded.

"Thanks"

"Mhm no worries Ellie"

He kissed my cheek and we got up. We got ready and he took my to my house.

"Do you want to drive back to my place or do you want me to get you?"

"Harry I don't care I might just stay home tonight have fun"

"Nooooo come back with me"

"Love you Harry"

"Ellie"

"Text me"

"Ugh bye I love you"

"Love you too"

I gave him a kiss and hugged him. I walked into my house and missed him. I need help. I can't miss him this much. I said hi to my parents. They told me that my dad's sister is coming over. Yay. I'm being scartasick my cousins annoy the shit out of me. Even though they are 16 and 15 they can still act better for their age. I walked up to my room and watched movies on my laptop. I got bored 20 minutes into the movie so I looked at my pictures on my laptop. I saw I had saved them under TMHT memories. I smiled and then frowned. I miss the tour. I miss first landing in Miami. I miss all of it. I miss Harry tripping and hurting my back, I miss breaking my sunglasses when we were out shopping. I miss every moment. I opened the file and saw tons of memories. There was pictures of me and Ashton, Calum, Luke and Michael. Along with the other boys. There was videos as well. I clicked on the one of Harry and I on the Segway. I laughed as it started. I remember Harry's words he said to me. How he said he wants me to rock him. Well Harry we did. More then once. The video ended and then I saw pictures from it. There was also the first pictures we ever taken together. Those are my favorite. I set it as my background on my laptop. There was also pictures I saved that Lou posted. It was of me on the couch eating strawberries with the boys. I heard a car door shut I got up and looked out the window my family has arrived. My dad yelled for me to come down there. I shut my laptop and grabbed my phone. I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. I grabbed a class of juice and sat down. They all walked in and I was hidden where out table is at the didn't see me. I went on twitter and saw pictures of Harry. Him and his beanie today are so cute. Along with that shirt. Awww I miss him. I just want him to come back. My 15 year old cousin Maddie walked in. She looked at me and walked to me.

"Hi Ellie" She said hugging me. I hugged her back.

"Hi Maddie how have you been?"

"Good and what about you?"

"I'm good I have been busy lately" I lied to her. She doesn't need to know about Harry and I.

She had a big mouth and doesn't need to know. I left the kitchen and said hi to my aunt and everyone else. She just had a baby. It's a little old to be having one? 40 something. I mean I know people do but like I wouldn't want to have one at the age but there's nothing wrong with it. His name was Shames. He was so cute. I held him and he liked me. I took out my phone and took a picture with him and posted it on Instagram.

It's been a few hours and my family was still here. I went up to my room. I was about to fall asleep but my phone rang. I picked it up and it was Harry.

"Hello?"

"Hiiii do you want me to get you or can you drive?"

"Harry I can drive but I think I will just stay home tonight I'm really tired"

I heard someone in the background. I could here what they were saying. He said "tell her to come" I have no idea who it was.

"I have to go"

"Ellie please"

"Sorry Harry night love you"

"Love you too"

I hung up and went to bed. I didn't care if my family was here. I fell asleep listening to the wind blow.

I woke up around 12 to someone in my bed. I jumped and almost fell out of bed. Who is next to me. I looked closer and saw it was Harry. He looked at me and pulled me close.

"Don't fall"

"How did you get in here?" I said I looked at him.

"Your parents let me in"

"I hope you didn't come when my cousins were here?"

"No I didn't see them"

I nodded and sat up and turned on my lamp. Harry scooted to me and gave me a kiss. I stood up and left him on my bed. I walked to my door and locked it. I then walked to the other side of my room and opened the bathroom door. I put my hair back and leaned over the sink. I heard Harry get up.

"Are you okay El"

I nodded and walked pasted him. He followed behind me and I picked a few things up. He stopped me and held my arm.

"What's the matter"

"Nothing" I said walking to my chair.

"Clearly something is wrong"

"Nothing is I just don't feel good"

"Okay then why are you being distance?"

"I don't know I just don't want to be touched right now"

He nodded and walked away. He seemed a little upset.

"Harry"

He didn't look at me. Way to go Ellie.

"Harry please"

"What Ellie"

"I- I'm sorry"

"About what you don't want to be touched I get it"

"No it's just I had a rough day today and when I said that I didn't really mean it"

I got up and walked to him.

"I want you to touch me hold me kiss me for all it's worth you cousin fuck me"

He laughed at the last thing I said. I smiled and he opened his arms. I hugged him and he scooted under the covers. I wrapped one of my legs around him and kissed him.

"I missed you" I smiled and he kissed my nose.

"I missed you too"

"What should I get this girl for their birthday?" He asked and I looked at him.

"What?"

"Yeah tomorrow Nick and I are going to this party for Alexa Chung's birthday"

"Oh um I'm not sure"

"Oh and you are welcomed to come if you want"

"I'm good I will stay here"

"No you should come it will be fun"

"I'm fine really"

He groaned.

"No you and Nick hang out you two seem the have a lot of fun hanging out so have fun"

"But I have more fun with you"

"I know because I'm the best" I smiled and he laughed.

"And you know how to make someone feel good" He said winking and I squeezed his arm.

I gave him a kiss and he turned my lamp off. We talked until I fell asleep.