Life As A Teasdale

Ch.29

We left for New York. Found memories there. Ugh. We get to the airport and walk outside. I laugh at Harry. Why is he wearing that coat when it's not winter. That's what I love about him. I walked behind Eleanor and Louis. I saw this lady with a sign. I loved it. She was 79 and a fan. Harry needs to call her! We finally reached the car. I sat down and Harry sat next to me. I laid my head on his shoulder.

"We should move here" He said.

"Are you joking?" I asked.

"Yes"

I laughed.

"I rather live in LA then here"

"Oh c'mon"

"Nope" I smiled.

I spent time in the hotel as he was out and about.

FEW DAYS LATER

It was the day of the This Is Us premiere. The one in London was amazing. I arrived with Liam's parents and Louis mom. Love them. We made our way inside. We sat down. The boys came in. When they took their seats Harry sat next to me. We laughed. We threw candy at Niall. We started to laugh more when we thought of the time we threw candy at the fans.

When the movie was over we had the after party. It was fun. I walked around with Lou. We talked to fans and other people. I met Kendal from Big Time Rush. I wasn't a fan but when he asked me I told him they were amazing. I walked upstairs to the VIP I sat down and had a glass of water. A few people came up to me. I talked to fans. I was walking around and this one girl stopped me. I've seen the girl before and she's... No. Ugh. Fuck damn it no why the fuck is she here? This girls meets the boys so many times and Harry her "boyfriend" please stop. She started to talk to me I thought she was nice until she said the thing I really didn't need to hear.

"So are you and Harry really good friends?" She asked with a smile.

"Yeah he's very nice" I smiled.

"Well that's good I hate when people think they are dating my boyfriend"

I looked at her blank.

"He's not your boyfriend" I said.

"He got me a table in the VIP section and moved me from 30th row to 3rd"

Can I slap her.

"What no he didn't?" I said.

"Yes he did he clearly had a crush on me"

"No that doesn't mean that"

"Ellie don't be upset that he isn't dating you I know it hurts that he doesn't have a crush on you"

I was getting mad.

"Who do you think you are" I asked.

"Well it doesn't matter who I am but I can see why no one would like you or have a crush on you or even want to date you I mean look at your blonde hair and body do you even eat that's sad if you don't and also I mean look at that dress"

I wanted to cry actually.

"First of all you should leave and second I do eat have you looked at yourself and nothing is wrong with my hair or dress"

"I don't have to leave but maybe you should" She said.

That was it.

"You know what your right I will leave have a nice night hope you enjoy stalking them cause that's all you do" I said getting up.

I walked away and shove past her. I put my drink down and walked down the stairs. I was about to have tears falling. I ran in my heals. I went right out the door. I can't do this anymore his fans hate me they actually hate me. I didn't do anything wrong and this happens. I get a ride and ride back to the hotel. I get a plane ticket for tonight. I can't stay here anymore or with them. I walked to that bathroom and took off my makeup. I put on jeans and a shirt. I packed my things and wrote Harry a note.

Harry I know how you always say to talk about it but this time I can't. I can't keep on doing this getting hate for nothing. It hurts to much. Tonight was the last time. I don't know why people hate me they just do. I get told I don't eat well I do but do they want me to stop because I will. Am I not pretty? Am I really? Is my hair nasty is my body terrible? Am I just a stupid nasty person? Everyone else thinks that. Your fans are lovely but some of them aren't. Some of them I want to punch. They have no right doing this. I have gone back to England. I'm going home. I know you have tried to call but I haven't answered. When you read this it will tell you. I won't answer you so don't call. I don't care I don't need to see you. I think if we just don't see each other or talk to each other I will be fine. You do what you do and fine a girl. I know you have a crush on someone so tell them and tell them you want them. They deserve you I bet they won't get hate like I do because everyone hates me. There is nothing you can do this time. I am really done I just can't keep on coming back and be torn down again. Your "girlfriend" says that no one wants to date me so she's right. I can't keep on reading and being told this stuff it hurts so bad. I love you always remember that. Tell Lou that her calling me won't change my mind I know it will be from you. I will miss you boys. But especially you. Harry I love waking up to your kissed and seeing you smile. I will always remember that morning voice and this morning was amazing. That will be the last time I get your kiss. Thank god I treasure every single one. I will miss you and I love you. I must be going. My plane is coming soon. I love you always!-Ellie :)Xxx

I cried writing the note. I set it down by his laptop. I walked to his bag and pulled out one of his flannels. I took the one I bought with him. I knew he wouldn't mind if I took it. I sprayed his cologne on it to remember him. I won't be seeing him so I might as well. I put it in my bag and walked out the door. I walked out to the car and drove to the airport. I sat down and looked out he window. I hope that girl is happy I basically just broke up with Harry not only because of her but because everyone and all the hate.

I was bullied when I was younger it was the worst days of my life when I got to high school it stopped. I had grown up and I guess got "prettier" I didn't really care about that stuff. I closed my eyes and tears fell. I wiped them away and fell asleep.

A tap on my shoulder made me wake up.

"Hi miss we have landed"

"Oh okay thank you"

Whoa I slept through that whole flight? I got up and got my bag. I waited for my mother. I found her and ran to her arms. I cried into her arms. She rubbed my back. My father got my bag and they held onto me as we walked to our car. I sat in the car and closer my eyes. The tears just kept coming. I turned on my phone and saw I had missed calls and texts and tweets. I put my phone away and looked out the window.

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