Life As A Teasdale

Ch.24

It's been a few weeks since I was with the boys. I called Harry when I landed and we talked. He always calls me when he can. I miss him I miss all of them. They are in New York now. Last time they were he started to date Taylor. Ewww. I have seen pictures of them there. Harry looked so cute. I also saw pictures that he was hanging out with this girl. I didn't know her. I didn't mind because I have guy friends and we hang out. I got kind of scared and stuff because stupid dating rumors went around. I'm good friends with Kara that visited Lou. Lux went to New York I didn't go because I had stuff I had to do. I saw that Harry hung out with that girl again. I don't know if I got jealous or what but I was mad that he would do that. I know he can hang out with who he wants to but he never talked to me about it. And the night he spent out with her and her friends he said we talk and we didn't he didn't answer his phone. I'm not the girl who calls 15 or 60 times. I called 3 and I gave up. He called me again the next day but I didn't answer I didn't answer his calls for a while. I was mad and hurt and felt like he cheated. I know he isn't like that and what is said about him on the news isn't true but I was mad. He had Lou call me but I didn't answer her as well. Lou called my mum and my mum told her that I was sad and had cried. Lou then told Harry and Harry sent me a text.

'Ellie you haven't been answering my calls or text and I've been sad. I didn't know what I did? But I had Lou try to call but you wouldn't answer her earthier. Lou called your mum and your mum told Lou why. Ellie remember when I told you I love you and never would hurt you? I meant that and I love you. Nothing happened between me and that girl. We are friends I promise and the night you try to call my phone and I was with her and her friends I never heard it and when I saw that you called I called right back. I'm sorry I made you feel like that I would never do something like that to you. I want you to call me back or text me. I need to know that you still care and love me as much as I love you because I miss you to death and I just want to hold you. If you care to see me please come to Pittsburg! Your mum has the ticket. I want you to come we all do. Ellie everyone misses you but I miss you the most. If you don't believe me ask any of the boys. I cry I've been crying. Me and my abs miss you. Ellie please I want to hold you and kiss you and hear your voice. There is nothing I rather do them hold you. Please call me and come to Pittsburg. Love you xx'

When I read it I had tears running down my cheeks. I whipped them away but they just kept coming. My tears were big. I could stop and I looked at the picture on the ground of Harry and I. I called Lou. It rang a couple of times and she answered.

ON PHONE

"Ellie finally"

I laughed a little.

"Yeah"

"What's up" she asked.

"Well I got Harry's text"

"You did"

"Yep and um huh yeah I did" I said crying.

"Aww Ellie"

"I miss him so much and I'm sorry that I made this whole mess and thought he could have been cheating" I cried.

"No no Ellie you didn't do anything I understand what you mean if I was you I would have thought the same thing and you know he has miss you too"

"I know he said it in his text"

"Yeah he came to me and asked if you have called I told him no he has been crying and sad and the show last night he was so quiet and looked sad he misses you"

"Great I ruined a show"

"Ellie nooo"

"Ellie why don't you call him?"

"Because I can't I'm to scared"

"Ellie..."

"I called to tell you that I'm coming to Pittsburg and I want to surprise him and I need you to get me a room"