Life As A Teasdale

Ch.80

I woke up and the power was back on. All the lights are on and my door is open from when I ran in here last night. Harry is wrapped around me and I looked at him. This guy drives me crazy and I can't even handle it. I kissed his lips and he started to wake up. I touched his hair and by surprised pulled me closer and kissed me. I smiled and laid on top of him. I wrapped my hands around him and he sat up.

"Morning beautiful"

"Morning" I said. I'm still upset about this.

"How about we spend the day doing nothing and I just cuddle with you all day?" He asked and I shook my head.

"Why not baby?"

"Because Harry I don't want to"

"Are you mad at me"

"Yes I sorta am"

"Well please don't be"

"Okay well I don't understand why you think she is beautiful like I was looking at her last night she is so fucking fake like Harry she puts herself out there. She just thinks you're hot and likes your face she doesn't give a fuck about you and your feelings-"

"Ellie I've never heard you get so mad like this. I don't understand why you are so upset it's the past"

"Well then you don't know me that well... Because I could express my feelings about Kendall as well but I'm just getting started on this girl"

"Ellie stop okay"

"No want the truth?"

"Yes"

"I don't want to be a girl who is here for you when you want me or come back home I hate it so much I feel like you use me? Like Harry I fucking want to punch you sometimes I love you but you drive me crazy"

He sat there as I go on about my feelings. I think its a good thing I'm letting this out to him.

"I'm sorry you feel like that I know-"

"You don't know anything"

"Ellie I don't use people and I sure hell wouldn't use you. You aren't a girl I have sitting around for me to come to I love you a lot more than anything I don't know why you think that?"

"Harry you give me reasons to think that"

We have gotten into arguments but not like this all the time. He is yelling at me and I'm yelling at him. We are both standing up and I'm about to leave and go to Lou's.

"Ellie it's the past we should just move on but I can't have you thinking I use you. Out of all people you should know I don't and wouldn't do that to you or anyone"

"Well Harry you try dating you. Have you ever thought how hard it is to have to deal with rumors of you and other people. After you cheated that made it even harder. I've only had one normal relationship and now you. It's so much different because we can't go on dates together and kiss in public or when we go out to dinner or anything because we can't go out to dinner without some of our family or friends. It's hard having you as a boyfriend but I deal with it because I love you so much"

"Ellie your so called normal relationship wasn't normal he cheated on you"

The fact that he would say that made me almost cry. He has never been that rude to me. He knows how rude Martin is and he just said that to me is so mean. My lip started to tremble and I walked to my closet. I am going to leave. I picked up his gifts I got him. All the clothes and I got him a new watch and other stuff.

"Your right Harry it wasn't normal... Just like this relationship? Why do we always fight? Does big boobs fight with you? How about you just go be with her? Oh wait we can't forget about Kendall now could we? I think you never fight with them?"