Life As A Teasdale

Ch.47

It was finally the day of the AMA's. I am so nervous for the boys. They will win I know. Harry seemed a bit upset today. I pulled him aside to talk to him before we left.

"Are you okay?" I asked taking his hand and rubbing it.

"Yeah why?"

"Harry you can tell me anything is everything okay?"

"I will tell you later we don't have time at the moment"

"Okay but be happy please can you smile?"

He cupped my cheeks and smiled. I smiled back and he gave me a kiss. I hugged him and we walked to the car. We arrived at the AMA's. This is it. They got ready and did stuff they had to do. Someone from the Kardashians or well worked for them came in. I knew who he was because I have watched the show. Harry saw him and walked to me. I held his hand and Jonathan talked to him and some of the managers. He then left and Harry kissed me. I will be leaving. I am going back to the hotel. I went before they went on the red carpet.

"You will do great I know it" I smiled.

"If you stayed backstage you can be my good luck charm?"

"Aww I would love to stay but I can't but think of me and I will be here in your heart" I laughed.

"I love you a lot Ellie"

"I love you too Harry"

"Bye guys good luck I know you will win" I said standing up.

"Byeeee Ellie" Niall said walking over to hug me.

"Bye" Zayn and Liam said.

"Bye Ellie" Louis said.

I gave them all hugs and Lou. I hugged Harry one last time and kissed him. I went in a car and they drove me back to the hotel. I got to my room and the red carpet was just starting. They were the first ones on. I smiled when Harry did the nail cam. He's so cute. They show started and I watched all of the acts and people winning. They boys had their performance and they did a great job. They won awards too. I knew it. Harry texted me and he was upset. I feel so bad.

"Do you always text me at award shows?"

"I guess so"

"Why enjoy the show?"

"I am I just miss you"

"I miss you too is everything ok?"

"I guess not really"

"We will talk about it when you get back or are you going to Miley's birthday which is fine?"

"I'm coming back I don't feel like staying out"

"Aww babe okay and congrats on the award I knew you would win"

"I though of you"

"Thanks:)"

"I love you"

I love you too now watch the show"

"Fine anything for you baby"

"Ha-ha alright bye love you"

"Love you too"

I watched the rest of the show and Harry didn't text again. He still really didn't say anything. What's up with him? The show finally ended and I took a shower. I got ready for bed and say in bed on my laptop. There was a knock at the door and I got up. I saw Harry and he looked like he was going to cry. I felt like I was going to cry. I hate to see him crying. I pulled him into my arms. He walked me into the room and I shut the door. I sat him down on the bed and looked at him. He whipped his eyes off and I kissed his lips.

"Harry what's the matter?"

"I hate this I hate how I treat you I hate what people think of me I feel like everyone only knows me as a guy who fucks girls and dates models"

That felt like someone was stabbing me in the chest. I can't believe he feels that way. I was about to cry.

"No no no Harry not at all don't feel like that I love you no one thinks of you like that"

"No baby you don't understand this Kendall thing is so stupid it's all management I don't like the fact I'm in a way "cheating" on you"

"I know you not don't worry but I don't like you feeling like this because I hate seeing you cry those people can think what they want because like you told me before it doesn't matter what they think because they are just people I am your girlfriend that's something better then someone think or saying that"

He leaned into my shoulder and cried. I felt so bad. I kissed his cheek.

"Babe shhhh"

"I'm so sorry for letting you down"

"You didn't let me down you didn't let anyone down"

"I love you baby I'm sorry"

"Stop saying sorry and I love you too babe"

"Do you really care for me?"

"Harry what type of question is that? Of course I care for you I would do anything to be with you"

"I am just making sure"

"Never worry about that I will never leave"

We managed to make our way to the covers. I pulled down the sheets