Life As A Teasdale

Ch.139

I woke up and Phoebe kicked me and I kicked her back. This hotel bed isn't big enough. Tomorrow's my birthday and I'm not with the only person I should be with.

I'm in LA, I've been in LA for about a week. I'm with Phoebe, George, Stella, and Phoebe.

"Why are you awake?" I turned around and jumped when I saw George.

"You scared me" I laughed.

I walked into the little room connected to the bigger one. I sat down and George sat in the chair next to the couch.

"What's wrong?"

"I don't even know. I think I'm going to go walk around for a little while"

"Want me to go with you" I stood up and he did too.

"You don't have too" I smiled and he turned around.

"It's early. Can't go by yourself Ellie. I'm coming"

I laughed and got dressed.

Luckily there's a hiking area close by. I just want to be alone. George is with me but that's fine I guess. I wish it was someone else. I wish it was my best friend, well that's if we still are.

Harry doesn't even know I'm here and that's fine. No matter if he knew or not he wouldn't show up to say hi. I already knew that before I flew here. I didn't fly here or picked this place because I was hoping he would be here.

Everyone thinks I picked it for that reason but they are totally wrong. I'm basically single and I'm hating it, but the sad thing is I'm actually liking it at the same time.

I began to walk up the hill and George is right beside me. I put my hair in a ponytail and looked at what was in front of me. Gravel and trees. Interesting right.

"Hey Ellie"

"Yeah?"

"For tomorrow are you excited?"

"I guess? 21 is exciting"

"Yes it is c'mon he happy" He shook my arm and I smiled.

"George you already had your 21st birthday you don't need to take over mine"

"I'm not"

"I'm kidding" I smiled and he smiled back,

"Have you talked to Harry"

I stopped walking and faced him.

"I wanted to walk alone so I wouldn't have to hear his name. I don't need everyone following me or talking to me about him. Who gives a fuck about Harry and why do you care about us. It's my relationship I don't need you guys always trying to get involved" I snapped at him and didn't feel sorry for it. I'm so done with people thinking they know what we talk about. Phoebe doesn't even know half the things. Sure I tell her but not all.

"Because we are your friends and we don't like seeing you sad and not doing anything. You should be happy you have friends who care enough to try and help. I miss the happy Ellie. Ever since you dated him we haven't seen you and when we do you're mean and don't talk. I was asking how he was that so wrong? Do you want me to ask about your dog? I would actually know because I took care of him for a while. Stop acting like a bitch" He yelled at me and I fought back tears.

I honestly feel like I'm losing everyone I know and care about right now and I can't take it.

"I'm sorry you guys feel like that. People change and I guess I have too. But you can't yell at me for my relationship and it's not my fault we haven't seem each other in a long time. Talk about that to Phoebe you guys don't yell at her when she comes back from New York. If you think I'm a bitch then just fly back to London or find someone else to say"