Life As A Teasdale

Ch.123

Harry left late last night and flew out today. I'm sat alone with my dog feeling completely terrible. I am scared someone is going to break in and something is going to happen to me. I've never felt this way before. I think I'm feeling it because I'm scared I'm losing Harry and nothing good is happening. I could call Phoebe or someone to come over but I can't.

I laid on the couch I was just laying with Harry on last night. It smells like him in my house. Probably because he left me a jacket of his but that doesn't help with anything. Lou called me and said I could stay the night if I wanted but I really don't want to. I just want to be alone but at the same time I don't.

I haven't eaten anything since lunch yesterday and I'm starving. I got off the couch and grabbed some shoes and my wallet and phone. I walked to my car and opened the door.

"Oh Ellie hang on" I looked over and saw Mrs. R smiling at me.

"Hello"

"Hi do you know when your parents are going to be back?"

"2 more weeks"

"Oh okay thank you dear"

I got in my car and pulled out. I drove to closest McDonald's. That happens to be 12 minutes away. I didn't listen to any music I just drove.

I went through the drive through and ordered a hamburger. I don't really like this food but it sounded good to me. I drove back home and walked inside. I sat on the couch and turned on the tv. I watched Bridesmaids as I ate the nasty food.

My phone began to ring and Harry was calling. I answered and took a sip of my drink.

"Hey babe you there?"

"Yeah. How was your flight"

"It was alright.. What are you doing?"

"Watching a movie"

"What movie?"

"Bridesmaids"

"Thats a funny one"

"I know"

"Lighten up"

"I'm tired"

"So am I"

"What are you doing?" I changed the subject and laid back.

"I'm just driving around"

"That's nice"

"I love you"

"I love you too"

We talked for a little longer before we both hung up. I threw away my trash and curled up on the couch. I watched the rest of the movie and fell asleep.

I woke up and looked at my phone. It was 6 o'clock and I slept way to long. My mum called so I called her back.

I woke up the next morning and checked my phone. I saw pictures of Harry and threw my phone down and got up.

I got dressed to go on a run to clear my mind. I ran out the house and put my headphones in. I ran right to the park hoping to find Stephen. Just my luck I did. I ran up to him and he looked at me.

"Hey" He smiled and caught my breath before I spoke.

"Hey I thought I would find you here"

"You found me"

"Why aren't you at work"

"Because I've had a lot of doctors appointments"

"Oh my gosh really"