Living with the trouble maker

Chapter 3 ( Kendall) 1st Day

For having no sleep I am surprisingly refreshed .
I am eating breakfast and it is so good .
Shane walks into the kitchen and walks past the table .
" Oh Shane son are you joining us I will get you a plate ." Linda says with excitement clear in her voice .

" That won't be necessary , I am just grabbing some fruit ." He answers her

Her face falls and she says

" Ok well I am glad you are eating healthy " she says

" How did everyone sleep last night " he asks to everyone but he is looking at me .

He knows what he is doing he is such a jerk .
He is so not a southern gentleman.
" Fine " they all answer at the same time . And their voices are strange .

He takes a bite of his apple and walks out of the kitchen .

" He asked us a question " his mother says she sounds like she can't believe it .

" He got food " Greg exclaims

" See Shane has not ate with us in a long time he just hasn't .expect last night he sort of did . Jessica explains

" I hope I am not to much out of line for saying this. It it seems like Shane is mad at the world ." I say
I know it was a big thing to say about someone I barley know and he is their family but that what I think .

" You hit the nail on the head " Greg says then laughs

And then We all laugh .

As me and Jessica walk out into the street in front of their house .

Shane pulls out he has back up and revered up the whole long drive way then he spins into a donut and it is so loud .
His car is awesome , it is a red corvette.

He squeals all the way down the road .

" So your brother don't drive you to school ?" I ask

" No " she says then laughs

" I know it is strange having all this money but then I walk to school but my driver use to drive me and I would get all kinds of stares and it was just not fun . " she says

" Besides Westfield is very safe." She adds

The walk is not long and I enjoy our conversation .
I want to ask if I can hang with her and her friends but I am not sure if she will like that so I guess I will just see what happens .

The School day is kind of hard just that fact of getting stares . No one has talked to me . I seen Jessica from a distance laughing with her friends .

So I guess I will not be hanging with them .
I don't want to put myself on her . I am not her Problem to deal with
When it is lunch I eat at a table with people but I am further down so it is like I am by myself .

The day is almost over Thank God . I put my books up and wouldn't you know it I drop some of them .

I say
"'Oh shit "
I bend down and get the books and then I look up and there is this handsome boy bending down and picking some of them up and he hands them to me .
He is wearing a brown shirt . He smiles and it is a sweet kind smile .

" Thank you so much " I tell him

" That ain't no problem." He says

I smile at him . He is the only person who has spoke to me in school except teachers .

2 girls that I have seen with Jessica early is screaming and waving to him .

" Well I see you around " he say and walks toward them

I put my books up . I close my locker , I watch him and them 2 girls walk off .

I miss friends back home . I miss my ex boyfriend.

My ex boyfriend Austin and I decided to break up , before I left . It just made sense . If I am being honest he was more like my best friend than my boyfriend but I still miss him .

Emotions get to me in the moment . I have to get away there is people in the hall way not that any of them is paying attention but I still wouldn't want them to see me cry .

I walk fast outside I see a little table so I sit it .
I let the tears fall .

I put my head down .

" You seem to be a little upset " I hear and regonize that cute southern voice
I snap my head up

It is Shane .
I don't know what to say .

Is he trying to confront me ?
Is he going to be mean?

" It don't feel good to be judge dose it " he tells me

"What are you talking about ?" I whine
I am just so tired of his bullshit .

" You think I am mad at the world and you seen this for knowing me not even 24 hours . " he says in a harsh tone

Maybe I hurt his feelings

" You heard that ?" I ask slowly

" Yep and the laughs you and my family had at my expense." He tells me

     " I did not mean to I don't know " I say
       "You know people just seem to like you and you probably care about that I don't care if people
Like me . " he states

I can't help but notice how his arms look in that shirt they are bulging out
" I am sorry "is all I can say

" It is fine " he says and plays with his fingers .

He is sitting next to me and he really looks hot but I force my eyes to look away from him .

" What do you have to sad about anyway ?" He asks

I just bust into tears.
His face looks like he is scared .

" Really I am in a new place without my family and your family is great but they are not mine , I been in school with so much pressure about all my classes , I have no friends no one has even talked to me other than teachers except for a cute boy who helped me pick up my books unless we count you who obviously can't stand me , so I am alone . But I shouldn't be sad ." I say all while tears run down my face.

After I say it I regret it . I basically opened up to someone who dislikes me .

But all I said was the truth .
I wipe the tears and get up and say
" I have to go "

"' Kendall wait " he yells but I ignore him I keep going .

It is the end of the day and I am so thankful to God .
Still only teachers and the cute boy and Shane have talked 2 to me .
" Hey Meddler" I hear behinde me as I close my locker

It is Jessica she is with those 2 girls who was yelling to the cute boy earlier.

" Hi" I say to her

" This is Blair and Christina " Jessica says
As she takes a sip of cup that reads big sweet tea .
" You want to hang out with us " she asks

I answer quickly
" Yes "
Dose Jessica really want to be friends with me ?
Was she always planning on it ?
If so why did she not speak to me all day .

I am not going to overthink it I am just going to try to relax and may start some new friendships !!!!!