Living with the trouble maker

Chapter 34 ( Shane) happening quick

Christmas morning is always fills my mind with great memories. But now I just think they are all fake . I am glad I have them , but it hurts to think it was all a lie .
Well I won't be that for my child .
I will let them know up front me and your mommy don't love each other but we love you .
And we will do the holiday thing together , but my child will know we are not a honky dory family .

I will spend it with them and whoever I am seeing around that time can tag along and I am sure that Samantha will eventually have a husband, and I am sure she will have more kids
I will be nice to them because they are my child's half sibling .

I walk out into the hallway and Kendall and her mom is walking into Kendall,s room .

" Hey Shane " Donna says

" Hi Mrs Meddler " I say back to her

" We are just leaving for church ." She boast with a smile
" Yea I went to mass this morning " I say

" But y'all will be back for dinner " I ask

" Well of course , I hope your mother cooks mashed potatoes Kendall has been going on about it I mean I love them band they was so good the last
Time but my daughter started a novena she would cook them " she jokes and puts her arm around her daughter .

Her daughter who has not spoken, I don't know why but she has not .
And her daughter dose love mashed potatoes.
" I am sure she is I know it is a feast " I say
Kendall's has on a sweater dress it hugs her every curve I am so attracted to her . I want to grab her and kiss her but of course I don't .

I look at my phone and get a text from Samatha she is driving me crazy.

She says she needs to see me .
I know it is not nothing important but what if it is . I have to go just in case .

When I get there she is all dressed up .

" My parents is at my grandparents they live right down the street , I am going there for dinner " she tells me

" ok that is good , what did you need " I ask

" Just to see ya" she says while wrapping her hair around her finger

" I really should go home to be with my family ," I say

She gets up and walks closer to me and says

" Ok I really wanted to we need to have sex"

" What " I scream

" come on it has been a while for us both so " she says

I guess she sees it in my face

" you when " she questions and her voice cracks
This girl really likes me she likes me so much it is scary
" I hooked up the other night "
I answer her

" so you slept with someone else but you won't with me " she yells and the waterworks have begun

" I did sleep with someone because I been so stressed out ." I lie

That is not the reason but I can't say I did because Brittany helped me to get back at Derek which turned out to be a epic fail .

" I want to sleep with you I want to be here for you why go to some other girl " she asks

" because I am not taking a chance of hurting my baby " I say

She walks closer

" I get that but then  we can just make out " she tells me