So Hattie and Derek made me come to this party even though I didn't want to and I begged them not to make me .
Derek said it will be good for Shane to see us together. And it will help move things along with him and Hattie . The thought makes me want to scream .
But instead I drink .
I only been here 20 minutes but I am already drunk I can't help it I don't want to be here I hate This .
This week has been torcher .
Not being with Shane but wanting to and knowing that he wants me too .
And now Hattie is going to step in and make him hers
How is this possible . How did I get here .
I have thought so many times just tell Shane they are black mailing me but I can't do that because then They will send him to jail .
He walks in He has on a blue shirt it shows his muscles off perfectly . Shane looks hot .
And it is like every girl in here knows how hot he is .
There is a circle of girls around him .
It hurts to see and I know he will be with one of them tonight.
" Don't look so blue " Christina says as she puts her arm around me
" you see him and it is only natural to feel jealous " Blair says
" Can we ask you a question " Blair asks me
" Umm sure " I say and take gulp out of my cup .
" Did you break up with Shane because you thought he would break up with you sooner or later " Christina asks
That is a good reason and my friends would believe it
" you know Dating Shane Pitts was fun and great but it was also hard and I would worry sometimes so yes we all knew he would leave so I left him before he could leave me " I say Then I tear up
And I see it in. Both Christina and Blair's eyes they will not be asking me about this no more .
They had been asking me all week why did I break up with him .
" I will be right back I need another drink ." I tell them
As I am getting a drink .
Hattie and Derek walk up beside me .
" We have to let Shane see us kiss " Derek demands
" Go screw yourself or get some fake mistletoe and trick some girl into kissing you " I spit
Wow I am so drunk
" It will help him to want to get with me "Hattie chimes in
" No sweetie he would have to be unconscious to want you and remember he could had and he faked it " I say
Wow I am brave.
The look on Hattie face is irreplaceable.
I don't care I am not scared of her she can beat me up it don't matter .
I can't be with Shane so I don't care .
Hattie whispers something in Derek's ear .
Then They both nod .
I so dislike these mean people.
" I hate you both " I scream as they walk out of the kitchen
I don't care if anyone heard me
I look around but no one is looking at me .
I look to where Shane was but he is not there .
The girls that had surrounded him is there .
I guess one girl could be gone .
They are probably are hooking up whoever the lucky girl is .
After 2 minutes of feeling down on myself I fill up my drink again and decide to go find my friends but as I turn around Shane is walking in he had been out side .
We both stop .
He turns back around .
Oh no he don't get to just not talk to me .
" Hey Pitts " I scream
I walk up to Him s he turns around .
He don't say nothing he just looks .
" Why have you not talked to me " I ask
I can't believe I said that
What right do I have .
He just looks at me
" Answer me Shane " I demand
He looks at me and I can tell he is mad his jaw clenches and he such a perfect jaw
He looks so hot all I want to is kiss him right here but it will only confuse things further.
He then shakes his head and walks back outside .
I follow him and run up in front of him and block him
" Move Kendall " he says low but sternly
" Not until you answer me " I say and cross my arms
He looks up and then looks down at me .
" Fine I have not talked to you because we are broken up because it hurts to much to even look at you " he yells and. Then he lets a breadth out
I see he is hurt .
I am hurting too but he just don't know it .
" iii" I stutter and I don't know what I. Can say
" It is fine Kendall just know that you can't talk to me and stuff when we are broken up " he says loudly
I cry and his face expression changes
" Kendall why are you crying " he asks
" " Because I miss you " I admit
But I probably shouldn't have.
He looks at me and his eyes go soft .
" You know you did this right , " he says
" What did you just think of me as a friend Kendall " he asks me
No of course I didn't I thought of him as the love of my life but I can't say that .
" No I don't see you as a friend " I answer
" I don't know what you want for me you have made it clear that we are over so what do you want " he screams
" I want just to not feel this way " I admit
And again I probably shouldn't have
" You are like confused or drunk but we can't do this you broke up with me " he says
I turn to just walk away because it don't matter
" Wait Kendall " he screams
I turn around .
He rushes to me .
His hand is in my hair .
He is looking deep in. My eyes .
Then he says
" If you can tell me the real reason why you. Broke up with me then we can talk all night "
I would love to spend the whole night just talking to him .
" I don't know why " I say
" you do " he tells me
"There is a reason so tell me why "
He adds
I can't tell him . I could really lose him .
" I don't want to lose you "l come from my drunken lips
" if we are together then We can't Lose each other " he tells me
I am so drunk but I know we can't be together... because Hattie and Derek will have him arrested
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Living with the trouble maker
RomanceKendall Meddler moves in with ,her mothers old Collage friend The Pitts who has a son and the closer she gets to Shane Pitts the hard everything gets .
