Living with the trouble maker

Chapter 74 ( Shane ) Finding a way

It has been about 30 mins since I had a argument with Kendall.I just left and went up stairs
I know we are not together. So she has a right to go with who ever she wants where ever she wants .

But I know she likes me  . And I know I like her .
But I can't say that .

I can't let her see that because then she can use it against me .

This time tomorrow Arron probably would have already made a move . And I know Kendall she won't do anything with him unless she likes him or is mad at me .
And she is mad at me and she she has every right to be .

I know he try to get her drunk and he will try to kiss her .
I feel sick .
What can I do to make her not go .

I think and I think hard .

I could flatten his tires .
I could break into his house and steal the tickets

I could have Gunner start a rumor online that the concert is canceled .
No Gunner is sick so that won't work .
Think Shane Think .
What scheme or plot can I come up with .
I stop for a second and her sweet voice comes to my mind .

      " you scheme and plot "

She is right I do always do that .
I can see how she would not like it .
So can there be another  way but what .
What would be a nice way.
Maybe if I asked her nicely .

Just be straight froth and honest.
I don't think it is safe to go with a stranger out of town and yes I am a little jealous.

What if I tell her Parents or mine . She may be mad .
I don't know if I can keep on with these schemes .
She gets really mad and I don't blame her .

I am just going to talk to her .

I take a deep breathe and hoping I am doing the right thing .
My heart is beating so fast as I take each step toward her door . When I am at her door I say a prayer
Asking God to help me .
It will hurt me if she goes out with this guy and maybe he just likes her but it not safe to go out of town. With some one you don't know .
What made this boy ask out any girl on a out of town date .

I take a deep breath and knock on her door .
I start to think maybe she is down stairs but then she comes to
The door .

" What do you want " she says

She is tried of me and my shanagings., and it is evident in her voice and her expression.

" Can I talk to you please " I beg

" Ok talk " she answers

" I mean can I come inside and talk for a few moments " I plead

She opens the door . And I can't hardly believe it .

I look down at my fingers and play with them .

She sits on her bed and it makes a little noise so I look up .she runs her fingers threw her brown hair .

She looks so beautiful but I have to concentrate .

I take a deep breath.

" I am sorry" I state
She shakes her head at me .

She stand up and walks pass me .
I look at her butt that Looks amazing in her pj shorts .

Shane concentrate concentrate.

" What are you sorry for Shane " she says and she fold her arms

" Forrr" I stutter
I have forgotten what we are fighting about .
Think think

oh yea I blew up over that jerk Aaron .texting her .

" I didn't handle it well I should have handled better , like I should have said I hate the thoughts of him texting you and I can't stand he may take you on a date and it is scaring me that he might take you out of town " I say very calmly

She looks at me and her expression has soften

Could this be working .
Who knew talking things threw might work .

" Look I know you have every right to go out with who ever and where ever .
But I am still going to tell you I think it is not a good ideal to go out of town with him I know you aren't staying the night but being that far I don't know it scares me " I add

" Shane I don't know " she says
She puts her hands down and Looks at the roof
I can tell she is frustrated . I don't want her to be I especially don't want to be the reason for her frustration.

I walk over to her and grab her hand and say

" No pressure make your own decision but I may call and text you a thousand times just to make sure you are ok "'I say

And she laughs

" he may be a great guy I just I am not 100 percent sure he is and you leaving town with him it really makes me scared " I admit
And it is true there is crazy people in the world .

" So are you saying you care about me " she asks

Why is she asking that she knows that I care about her .

I can't say that then she will definitely know I mean I know she already knows but admitting it I don't know I just dont think I can .
I look in her eyes that look like they are searching mine .

I let out a breath and try to think of something that can convince her not to go .

My mind goes back to schemes but that will only make her mad and if she found out she would definitely go and it would drive her into Arron's arms .

I just need to get her to stay even if she is not with me as long as she don't go with no stranger to a different town then I will feel like I have achieved.
But how ?
" Tell me Kendall what can I do to make you not go with him " I ask

She looks at me and her eyes got bigger .

" Open up to me " she tells me
Shit , I don't even know what she means

" you alway shut down on me be open tell me the truth show me the real you " she tells me and comes closer and touches the back of my head her fingers touching my hair .Just from one touch she got me wanting her which I always want her .

She quickly moves her hand realizing what she done . and that hurts a bit .

" I guess I will try , just one question " I tell her
I wait for her question which I am sure will be a hard one

" ok I am not gonna ask you how you feel about me because believe it or not I already know but I am gonna ask you something bigger and it may help me to understand you better " she says

Bigger than how I feel about her what could that be.

" Ok " I say Even though I feel like fainting

" Why do you not believe in love " she asks