Living with the trouble maker

Chapter 78 ( Shane) I love you 2

I wake with the alarm .
I look at Kendall who is still asleep . I reach over her. Naked body and turn off her alarm .

This wakes her .

" Hey morning sweetheart " I say

" What is that the name you are gonna call me from now on I mean you use to only when you were mad ."

         " I don't know I just say it sometimes" I say and pull her close to me

She looks so beautiful. I am a little hurt she didn't tell me she loved me last night . I said it and I meant it I put myself out there and she didn't say it though I am not complaining on what she did she just started having sex with me . So that is great but I would have loved to hear it .
I think she is just not ready or she is scared .
I know she likes me and I believe she will fall in love with me one day I plan on being around her so much that she has to.

But my thought go to how she looked when we seen Derek there with Hattie .
I wonder if it bothered her . I hate to ask her but maybe I should .

           "
so I was surprised that Derek and Hattie are together " I say
        " Yea me too " she says

             " Do you still have feelings for him " I ask I have to know

         " No " she yells

        " ok I was just joking " I lie

I just don't want to get in to fight she said she don't so I will believe her .

" oh I have to get up To make church she says
She gets up and I watch her .

A few mins later she walks back out with her robe on .

" Have you not got up yet , I don't want to miss church ." She complains

" ok I getting up ." I tell her and  I do

I get ready quick .

In church I feel really happy . When the priest is saying the homily out of no where I grab her hand she looks at me and. She is surprised but so I am I .
I was never that boy  That would be that kind of boy . When I was younger before all that happened with my mother and father , I did believe in love and believe I would fall in love then , every thing shifted .
Now Kendall has changed me basically back to who I use to be .

We go get a bite to eat and then we go to the movies .

We hold hands form the beginning of the show , then she moves me toward me and we are cuddling . I never been the cuddling type but I am with her . Honestly I am not looking , at the movie I am looking down at her breast . When we been cuddling for about 15 minutes she looks up at me and she raise up and kisses me . We make out the rest of the show . I couldn't tell anyone in  any sence from the movie . The beginning I was just enjoying holding her hand and then I was looking down her shirt then I was lost in her kiss just making out with her .

On the ride home she lowers the radio and says " can I ask you something ."

" Sure"
I answer

" So you been with a lot of girls "she states
" Don't go there Kendall " I warn

I know this will lead to a fight .
She knows I have a history but it has nothing to do with the present or the future.

" it is just that I am feeling a little insecure " she tells me

I slam on the brakes , Thank God there was no car behind us .

" Shane , that is dangerous she yells

I pull over to a parking lot of a. T.j. Max's

" What are we doing " she asks

" We have to talk " I say sternly

I look at her I never want her to feel less than perfect .She means so much to me and none of those girls did . She has to know this . My heart breaks thinking she could think that .

" Kendall don't you see none of them matter to me none of them only you . I might as well not have been with any of them because they are not for me . I think if I wouldn't been how I was with not believing in love then I definitely wouldn't have sleep with all the girls I did . But I do believe in love now I know this is real ." I tell her

She has tears in her eyes .

           " Sweetheart why are you crying for " I ask her

       " It is happy tears see I wanted to say it last night because  I feel it because I don't know I thought maybe I would get hurt or something so I just didn't , but I do Shane. I do " she  explains herself

Is she trying to say she loves me ?

I have to know for sure .

              " Kendall are you saying that you love me " I ask her

        " I do I love you too I should have said it last night ." She says with tears streaming down her face .

I lean over and wipe her tears then I press my lips to hers and both of are mouths open and are tongues start to fight . And my hands roam her body . She holds on to me tightly and pulls me closer .

She loves me she really does . I thought she would one day but she already does . I am so blessed so happy . I get into the seat with her .
I want her so much I can't wait for us to get home .
            " Is this fine " I ask
She looks around

            " The parking lot is empty it should be alright " I tell her

She smiles

But I need to hear her say it .

          " I need you to say it is ok " I tell

       " it is " she says

And excitement is running threw me .
I pulldown my pants and she pulls her shorts down I get the rubber and slide it on .
Within  seconds I am in her I am in paradise.

I am pounding and it is as strong as my heartbeat .

She is making cute  noises  and I do too but especially when I cum .

We are out of breath .
But I know we can't wait around and cuddle here .

On the peaceful ride home I look over at a relaxed Kendall and. Say

            " I love you " and I do I really do .
She smiles and says

             " I love you too "