I got myself cleaned up , I know I have to talk to Shane because he lives right here I am embarrassed though .
And I need to talk to Derek unless we are just gonna call it quits which maybe we should .
I walk out of the room and Shane is walking up the stairs with chips in his hands .
" Hey " he says
" hi" I answer
Why is this so hard . I let him do those things so I should not be embarrassed .
" I just seen Jessica her and Bo have a all day date ." He tells me
" Yea those love birds " I reply
" Blair and Christina is coming over they said I need to spill major tea " I tell him and he laughs
" Do you think that the tea is about me " he ask and he eats a chip
" Possible , I mean anyone could have seen us " I say and I get flustered
He moves closer . I can't think when he is this close to me but I try , so what did he just ask me oh yea , did I think that the tea was about him . And I said possible. But the truth is I would be surprised if it was not about him .
I look in his eyes and I could get lost .
" well I know people seen us on the dance floor " he tells me with his eye brows rasied
I know what he meant but I chose to ignore And just I say
"That is true "
" I hope no one didn't see us in the room" I say
And I get so embarrassed by thinking of it
" Am I that bad " he asks
And he seems to think that maybe he is .
" No you are my best friends brother " I say
" so " he says like it means nothing
" So I don't think she would not like us doing those things " I say
" well it is none of her business " he tells me
"Umm. I have to ask you something " I say to him
He just looks at me then he moves his hand like he is telling me to go on
" Do you think less of me " I ask
" What no " he answers
" Are you like embarrassed or something " he asks
" I am " I admit
" You have no reason to be I love seeing you like that being the reason you got like that you just let yourself go and you should" he says
" they are waiting by the pool Umm see ya" I say
" Sounds good " he tells me
" Look who it is Miss club " Christina jokes
" we was only joking about you showing us how they do it in L.A." Blair tease
" I know I know " say and pray to myself they stop
" And with Shane Pitts I mean I get it he is hot but Jesica " Blair says
" Thank God Jessica was off in a room with Bo or she would be mad" Christina tells me
" I know I was drunk that is why I done it but I dont think Jesica will be that mad do you " I say
I can tell by their faces she will
" look we done decided not to tell her and no one else is paying attention to who Shane hooks up with because they know it won't be done again " Christina says
" except Derek" Blair says
" he could be mad and tell Jessica " I state
" What happened yall was so great then what he messed up by going to a strip club " Blair says
" I guess " I say
" Hello" we hear and turn around it is Derek standing with his hands in his pockets
" we are going to go to the mall see you later Kendall " Blair says
They leave and Derek sits down.
"
so I just figured we need to talk " he claims
" we do but I need to go to church so can you make it quick " I tell him
" I don't want to break up . I was wrong both times . I am sorry , seeing you dance with Shane like that it made me crazy but I understand you was still mad over the strip club and the dirty dancing with
Girls so I can't be mad at you ." He tells me
" please give me another chance " he begs
" I just need to think about it ok " I tell him
After mass I went and got a Starbucks .
I can see Shane playing basketball as I start to walk into the house
.
" You pretty good at basketball" I complement
" Yea"
He says and throws and misses
He seems to be in a bad mood.
I take a drink of my iced mocha
" I seen Derek was here earlier " he tells me
And that is why he is in a bad mood .
" he stopped by unannounced he wants another chance " I say
Shane drops the ball .
" Are you going to give it to him " he ask
" Honestly I don't know " I admit
" let me play " I demand
Only to change the subject
" ok only for something " he says
" Meaning ". I ask
" If you win a game of pig I will make my mother cook mash potatoes when she gets back 3 times in a week" he says I laugh
" And if you win " I say and try to sound flirt
He walks closer and says
" You have to stay in my room tonight " he says
In my mind I think if I be in his room then I am cheating I know I already cheated on Derek but it just feel more I don't know real .
But still I decide to do it .
The game is short and he won .
" So go get your pjs on I will be waiting in my room " Shane tells me
He leaves the door open for me .
I walk in .
He has the covers puled down for me ,
He looks at me and seems to have his breath took .
He pats the bed for me to get in .
I do and as I do I say
" So you know nothing can happen because I have not made up my mind ."
I tell him
" yea" he says
" But if you ask me to " he says
" ask you to what "
I ask
" To touch you are any of that " he tells me
I cough.
" How did your girls take it " he asks
" they only knew about the dancing"
I let him know
" And they agreed not to tell Jessica " I say
He seems hurt his face looks so sad .
YOU ARE READING
Living with the trouble maker
RomanceKendall Meddler moves in with ,her mothers old Collage friend The Pitts who has a son and the closer she gets to Shane Pitts the hard everything gets .
