Chapter 9 (Shane ) Change/ guilty

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Last night , me and Kendall had a argument and it was brutal . She looked down on me . Yes I did sleep with that girl and I can see where she would think that Samantha was my girlfriend. But she is not .
I don't know why I care so much about what Kendall Meddler thinks of me , but I do .

I stop before I enter the kitchen I see Kendall but she don't see me . I look at her for a second her hair is pulled back showing off her pretty face . Her pouty lips just look too good to be true . I know she has to have a hangover but she don't look like she does .
I walk into the kitchen and make my way to the dining room. Kendall has on a shirt that the shoulders are out that is all I can tell and I see she has on short shorts . I look away .
She probably wore the most revealing outfit just because of what I said last night .

I sit down at the breakfast table and get strange looks from everyone . I do understand why .

I watch Kendall take a bite of her food . I watch how her lips move when she chews .
Ok I have to stop I am being creepy .
But honestly I love her lips they are so pretty and perfect .

I have some hangover powder you mix in your water and it helps . I hand  2 to my sister and tell her to pass it down .

" Thank you " my sister says and I can tell she is surprised

Kendall don't say thank you she looks at me then she ., puts it in her drink .

My parents , walk into the room together.

" Good morning " I say
They look at me then to each other then they say
" Good morning " at the same exact time

So Kendall says I am mean to my parents , but I am here and I am saying  good morning that has to be the polite thing to do .

I eat and so does everyone .
Jessica coughs .
" Are you ok " I ask her
She looks at me strangely then she says

" I am fine , I just drunk the sweet tea a little to fast ."

" Maybe just stay with water this morning " I tell her an move the bottle of water in front of her .

    " I like sweet tea from restaurants but like the one that is here is good but way too sweet for me ." Kendall tells us

               " That because you ain't use to it dear " my mother says to her

          " Give us time we will wear off on ya" my father states

            " I don't know I don't get nothing around here so far ." She says and looks so cute saying it

         " Daddy she didn't know what roll tide meant the other day " Jessica says

I can't help but laugh .

Kendall excused herself to go grab her things and I look at her ass it is just so perfect I look away hoping that my parents did not notice , not that they would call me out on it .I don't think that they would . My sister got up and walked to the living room .
I follow her out there .

She puts on her jacket .
                " Do you want a ride " I ask
      " What " she says and then she flips her hair from her jacket .

              " You know to school " I say
        " Why " she asks

        " I don't know where you won't have to walk ." I say it is all I can think of

         I know she is wondering why . I don't mind giving her a ride I just don't usually . It just easier that way .
But I do want to see and maybe talk to Kendall .
I dont even know what I would say .
I know I would not apologize for our fight . But I don't just being around her would be nice .

                " What is going on ?" She asks
And she really does have every right to .

           " You have never drove to me to school , you just started eating with the family and talking you gave me your water ." She says

            " Are you feeling ok ?" She asks and runs over and touches my head like she is checking for fever .

    I look and see Kendall walk in with her stuff in hand .

            " Is Shane not feeling good " she says
Dose she care ?
But wait
She could have asked me and not my sister .

         " I am fine I just was trying to do the right thing " I yell

        " Really because the other day you embarrassed me and almost messed up my friendship with Christina so what has made you change to be half way nice . " my sister says

I look at Kendall.
I don't want them to think it has anything to do with her , if I am honest to myself it does have something to do with her, it had everything to do with her .

                 " Because I feel guilty " I lie

             " You feel guilty huh" Jesica states
          " Over what " she adds

         " The whole Christina thing " I say and rub my neck

          " Really" she asks and crosses her arms

         " I know y'all been friends forever I don't want to hurt that . And I also I feel bad that I actually said about you making out with Everest, I mean I shouldn't have the thought makes me sick and now people know " I tell her

But I did feel bad about saying she made out with Everest I hate I even know it .

Kendall looks like she don't want to be here she just moves uncomfortablelly

Maybe she don't like the family drama .
Or maybe she don't like me especially after last night .

            " it is ok our friendship survived " Jessica tells me

        " ok I will see y'all in school " I tell them and leave as quickly as I can

School was like it always is . Samantha is over by Kendall and her friends .
Kendall is probably telling her all about my late night guest last night . I don't really care . I was only with Samantha to be with her . She may call me her boyfriend but I don't call her my girlfriend.

She screams to me , so I guess I have to go over .
So this is Kendall told her .
I really don't care but I know I am going to get screamed at and maybe even punched and I do deserve it but I don't. Want it .
I also don't want to hear Jessica preach on me like she did when she first heard I was hooking up with Samantha .

            " Hey " I say

       " So we are all taking Kendall to her 1 st haunted hours " she tells me

  It is called haunted hours because it takes hours to go threw , there is 4 house a school bus a corn maze , a school and a filed . It is actually really fun .

Samantha puts her hand on my chest and says

              " " Can we take your car we will get a sober driver "
Then she bats her eyes .

She really thinks she can flirt I will do it .
I look at Kendall I think she would like it .

         " ok " I say
        They all say great and a few of them high five me.

          " now we have to pull to see who will drive " says Blair

          "  not you Shane since you are nice enough to let us use your car , and not you Kendall you need the full experience " Blair adds

          " No I will stay sober I don't like no one driving my car " I tell them

She had a chance to tell , Samantha but she didn't . I don't know why or what that means .
But I know I can use it as an excuse to talk to her .!!

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