Living with the trouble maker

Chapter 30 ( Shane ) {Kendall,s Revenge}part 2

I am in Samantha's room , I just stoped by before I go to the party .
I was not planing on going , but when Kendall asked Brayden to go out with her right in front of me I knew I had to go to it .
Kendall had to do that just to get on my nerves.
But I bet she don't even know that it hurts me . I really want to be with her and I would have never told her I couldn't see her if it was not for Samantha having my baby .
Kendall deserves better . She is the sweetest girl I have ever known .
And I am a screw up . But I never thought I would screw up this bad.
I have no choice , there is a baby and it is mine . I will be a good father or the best I can be . But I will not bring Kendall down.
" So I read online you should be taking these vitamins so start " I say and hand them to her

" You really care about this baby huh" she says

" Yes I do " I admit

It is my child how can I not .

Her eyes tear up .
I guess it is all the hormones. Making her all teary eyed .
           " Umm so maybe we can go to the movies or something " she suggests

      " I am actually going to the party "'I say and rub the back of neck

        " The party , well may be I can go too" she says

Is she crazy?

She is expecting.
There is no way I am letting her go to a party while she is pregnant with my child .

            " You know that is not a good ideal . It is too many drunk people." I state

        " So I am not the only one having this baby " she whines

         " No and I will be there and do everything for that baby  butI feel like my whole world is falling apart I just want a little normal " I yell

          " it is. It is not fair that I am missing it " she says
For a second I think of all the things I am going to miss

Lots of partys
Boys nights
Dating
Collage well  online maybe that could work
But the one thought that hurts me the most is that I am missing my chance with Kendall.

     I get mad because then I think of her with Brayden .

               " I will make sure this baby has everything I swear but it's not here right now , so I am going out and you can't because the baby is in your belly and you can't let it get hurt" I say in a demanding voice

       " Ok you are right"  she says

Once I am at the party I look around for Braden and Kendall but I can't find them .
Briefly my mind goes to them being in a room .

I know she don't like him , no she likes me , she is doing this to get to me . And she has but she will never know how much .

I spot them coming in . He takes her coat like the gentleman he is .

She has on a white tight dress short and low cut .

It hurts to even look at her .
They both walk over and get a drink .
She toasts him but I can't hear what the toast was for
I need to find a way to get closer .

           " How are y'all liking your date " I ask as I walk up

Kendall gives me a fake smile .
        " it has been nice " Brayden claims

            " We went to the chum bar ,
And Brayden told me he will teach me how to fish "
Kendall tells me

I laugh because the thought of her fishing is hilarious .
            " You fishing " I get out while still laughing